When Getting Lonely

Benefits of using Twitter

2011-11-28T14:56:00.001+04:00

If you have a twitter account, have you ever thought what you learned from TWITTER?
Let's get back with the time when you just created your twitter account.

The BIG challenge was writing a post/tweet within the 140 characters which was very difficult & almost impossible for writers & even for normal people because they did not get used on that limitation of using characters. We started learning how to get rid of unnecessary words which removing them will not affect your tweets but reduce the characters Number. So we tried as much as possible to be brevity and back then when you started breaking the tweet into multiple tweets naming them (parts). For example (P1/2)

Then slowely you will find your interest driven to understand the meaning of strange words like #FF #RT #MD ... etc, And here you will start searching for the meaning of those strange words till you figure them out and then start using them, and for me it took me quite some time to be able to understand them because i was shy to ask those people who are using them pretending that i know what they are saying. BUT i was wrong because if i asked from the first time i would started using them. and this is another thing you learn from Twitter, Never shy to ask because first people understand from your Number of tweets and followers if you are new or not plus they will always welcome to assist you any time and very fast.

If you know who to follow in Twitter you will get the latest updates and news from all over the world and even you will be the first to know and most of the time before the news because most of the tweets come from People not from news agencies since they are sending their tweets from their Smart Phone ( iPhone, BlackBerry ... etc ).

Conclusion:
Twitter teached you how write good brevity that makes sense.
Twitter will give you the fast Answer to your doubts & questions.
Twitter is the Fastest tool to get latest news & updates from all over the world.

الحلم

2011-04-25T22:24:00.006+04:00

ها انا هنا اليوم اخط اخر كتاباتي، لأترك للقدر وعملي بكتابة بداية جديدة لحياتي
استلزمني هذا القرار ٤ سنوات، واستنزفوا هم خلالها اغلى ما بحياتي
في البداية حطموا كل ما اعرفه من احلامٍ وامنياتٍ وتفاؤلاتِ
وزرعوا في مكانِ حُطامِها اليأس والآهاتِ
ثم بعدها كبلوا حريتي باستعبادِ، وزفوا علي أخبارهم كالرصاص كما هو اتي:
لا ترقيات ولازيادات
ولا حتى اتصالات لباقي الأقسام
ستبقى هنا وسنرفع عنك كل البدلات
وختامها ستستبعد من هنا الى المنفى حيث العمل هناك وحدك
لا احد يسمعك ... فأصرخ وأصرخ هل من احد يسمع صرخاتي؟

وبعد فترة دامت لشهور عادوا وفتحوا الابوابِ
حاميلن على اكتافهم تلك التي زعموا انها هنا لتساعدني في معاناتي
فاكتشفت أنها وهم ولم تعلم أن هناك اناسٌ يعرفون معنى معاناتي
حتى أنها استغربت لوجود هذه الكلمة. كانت تظن انها فقط في الأفلامِ

احترت واحتار بي قدري وصار يخاطبني قم وانهض فاليأس ليس هو الفانِ
واختر لك مكان اخر وانجح كما عهدناك سابقاً وامحو من ذاكرتك تلك السنواتِ

حزنت بعدها من فكرة آلمتني لما اكنه من حب وانتماءٍ لمكانِ
وهذا الشغف الكبير لتقديم المزيد والارتقاء الى المستوى الثاني

الكذب

2011-03-30T12:04:00.003+04:00

كثيرا ما يطرق بابنا وكثيرون هم ممن يلبسونه في حياتهم اليوميه

يحيطون بنا ،وهم حولنا يطوفون ،رافعين راياتهم البيضاء الكاذبة

يدخلون حياتنا بكذبة لكي يقتربون منا وهناك اخرون بانتظار دورهم

الكذب هو سلاح اشاع استعماله في ايامنا هذه

ولسهولته وسرعته اصبح انتشاره اوسع واكبر

دخلنا عالم هؤلاء وخضنا معهم معاركهم فلم نجد دواعي استعماله الا الاتي

هربا من مأزق، هربا من اجابة على سؤال، هربا من الحقيقة

وقد بلغ تأثيره انهم اصبحوا يستعملونه في حياتهم اليومية

فاصبح تواجدها مطلبا اساسيا للفت الانظار اليهم

يعيشون في كذبة كبيرة والغريب انهم يصدقون ما يقولون

بل انهم يعيشون كذبتهم كانها حقيقة والبعض يرويها لك بحذافيرها الممله

وهناك ممن ياتون لك بادلة او يضع نفسه تحت الاختبار بقولك - يمكنك ان تسال او اذهب واسال

تتطورت هذه الحرفة الى ان اصبح هناك محترفون لها ماهرون فيها

يحّورون الكلام ويألفونه كي يرتبط بهم ويمس حاجاتهم

وتبلورت ايضا عند بعضهم الفكرة واصبحت تستعمل حتى ينتقم هذا من ذلك

وذلك لكي يبعد الاخر عن دربه واخرون ليقتربوا من مدرائهم

والأمثله كثيره .... في عالمنا الان عالم الذي يسوده الظلام

ورغم كل هذا ما يزال هناك في الأفق البعيد قناديل صغير مضيئه

لا يراها أحد إلا سواهم .... هؤلاء الذين كانوا ولايزالون على ما كانوا عليه

------------------- كان الدافع لكتابة هذه الكلمات هي التجربة وخصوصا في اليومين الماضيين

الحلم الضائع

2010-12-21T11:46:00.003+04:00

من الجميل ان نرى امنياتنا قريبة المنال، فنجري خلفها مسرعين، راجين ان نصل اليها بسرعة وخلال جرينا خلفها لا نلتفت الى الامنيات التي كنا قد حلمنا بها من قبل لان هذه الامنية كانت المثل الاعلى لنا. وكلما شعرنا اننا اقتربنا منها نجدها لا تزال هناك في الافق بانتظارنا معلقة كانها تحوم فوق الارض مما يجلعنا نتمسك بهذا العلم الطائر، فنعاود الجري خلفه بسرعة اكبر ثم نجد انفسنا مجبورين الى الصعود للاعلى مع اي تلة او جبل يصادفنا غير مبالين بما يوجد في ذلك الجبل وغير مكترثين بما حولنا شيئا فشيئا نجد ان حولنا قد تجمع الكثير من الناس، بعضهم يراقبنا بدهشة وانتظار لحظة وصولنا والبعض يراقبنا وينتظر اللحظة التي يخطف منا هذه الامنية ويبدا بالنظر الى نقاط ضعفنا ويقويها علينا ثم ينظر الى اخطائنا ويبدا بذياعها على الملأ
فاي قوى بقيت لنا بعد كل هذا الجري والصعود وياتي عندها لحظة الضعف الكبرى لنا فيستغلها من كان بانتظارها فيرمينا من اعلى القمة ليكمل ما بدئنا به ويخلوا له الطريق ونحن في هبوط
اي زمن اصبحنا نعيش به الان - اي رفقة تطوقنا رافعين راياتهم البيضاء الكاذبة .اين ذلك الزمان الذي كنا نفرح لنجاح ناجح ، اين تلك الهتافات والاحتفالات التي تقام له. هل دفنت معهم ام ان ذلك كان زمان لم يعد له مكان بيننا وسيبقى في تاريخنا موجود وسيبقى الكاتبون يدكرونه ويمجدون امجاده .ويبقى الصقوط من الاعلى مجرد حادث يمر بنا في كل حين اتجهنا نحو مبتغانا وامنياتنا؟

Original Roots

2010-09-22T02:26:00.006+04:00

The joy of searching for your original roots cant be explained,i started this journey few days ago because i get to the point where i felt that i know nothing about my family, where i am originally from, my roots and finally where is the rest of my family.
lots of questions with no answers ?
i kept asking my parents, and uncles with no hope to reach the information that i am looking for, finally decided to took this challenge and start finding the missing parts of the puzzle.
Friends asked why? what are the benefits of this?
maybe to any other people this is not an important info since you know who are your parents and uncles BUT if this is your case haven't you ever questioned yourself where are my other half of the family? where is the part that you have no info about it? Is my parents have uncles ? and where are they ? if yes then i believe we are on the same road!.
Today i just realized that i am not what where i used to believe i am from!! originally i am from other part of the earth. even different language. ( What a shock ) yes i have been told that there are some roots that are from other countries but never came into my mind that my original roots would be from other country.

The roots maybe is like this :
Grand grand grand grand father came from other country and lived here and because of his job he have been named with the our family name and then when they started with the ID thing every body knows him with the new family name and here where the truth started fading out, and because of the War the new people with this family name did not bother themselves to discover and bring at least the complete truth and keep it with them.

again this is what i came to know so far some info still not 100% true because need to confirm it with not only one old man which i am afraid that he might mixed out something.

انا مقتول

2010-09-15T02:44:00.001+04:00

ابحث عن نفسي لعلي اجدها
ابحث ثم ابحث فلا اجد اي دليل
فياتي صمتي فيقتل ظلام ما بداخلي
فاعود ابحث لعلي اجد شيء من ماضيي العزيز
لكن لا شيء ... ذهبت الي كبير العائله ذهبت الى مختار الحي ... ذهبت هنا وهناك فوجدت لا شيء
اقول دائما لنفسي ان الامل موجود لكننا لا نراه فهل لي من احد يساعدني على رؤياه ؟
فرغم كل المحاولات لم ابصر نورا خافت في اخر نفق الجمود
لما هذا الصمت القاتل واللامبالاة
اين كنتم يا عائلتي اين اضعتم تاج العائله
لما لا اجد عندكم اي كلمة تبث فيني الروح
كلمة تبصرني فاجد فيها بداية رحلة المجهول
فابدا البحث من جديد عن تلك الشجرة التي تحمل مع كل ورقة اسم بروز بالياقوت
اسم تتبعه " العشي " فارسما واصورها ومن ثم اعلقها على جدران البيوت
فهل لي بذاك الامل الذي يصرخ في وجهي دائما
" انا مقتول "
هل لي بامل يجدني فيرشدني في اي شجرة اسمي موجود

What if ... ?

2010-07-26T08:30:00.004+04:00

What if ... roles has been change ?
What if ... your position is swapped with the staff below you ?
What if ... the people you support become the people who support you ?
What if ... the life you used to live changed ?
What if ... your friends that you used to trust them and spent most of your time with them, become your first enemies ?
What if ... the power you used to have to fill your joy and reach your target become the power of destroying you ?
What if ... you realized that most of the people you like, are the most who hates you ?

if we stopped at the above lines and read them carefully we will then believe that ONE DAY every one of us will reach a day where we may face this sooner or later.

2010-05-17T19:37:00.001+04:00

Today at 3:00 pm finally the manager send an official email to the BU ONLY informing about my new res.
How silly is this,no one wants to be success

Bad Management

2010-04-18T20:55:00.003+04:00

i become one of the key people for some projects, and yes my words makes a different, BUT so far every thing is moving smoothly, no problem and my BOSS is happy.

couples of days later they brought new HOS, and put it above me so i will be no more reported to the old BOSS.
and here where the problems started...

after me and my new BOSS understand each other and become aware of each one's needs and realize that we sharing the same mentality and goals, our relationship become more stronger, and the achievements gets bigger and bigger, BUT my old BOSS become i donno if i can call it " jealous " from the bigger achievements and the good relationship with the new BOSS.

AND day after day the the more i am bringing more achievements the more my old BOSS taking action against me to stop me from reaching the top, know more people, and finally he desired to move me from the section.

so at the end i tell myself it is not worthy and healthy to work in such environment. and start looking for a new job.

and before i end this there is lots of things in between, like refuse my shifting application to better position and better grade, never motivate me, and did not promote me regardless of the achievements i made

P2/2

Bad Management

2010-04-15T18:07:00.003+04:00

YES i do always dream to reach what i am now, i give all what i know and learned more to keep myself going forward. i push alot and lost alot, gave lots from my time, my happiness, i gave it all without asking for reward or any thing in return.

i never liked what i am doing but i let myself like it to be better and become unique in where i am, and thanks God i reach and gain success, become the RIGHT man in the RIGHT place.

i still remember the first AMAZING achievement and success, i still remember the fear that was killing me from inside, the fear of failure in front of Executive Director and other Managers, Head of sections & Account Managers. i was the smallest person between them comparing to years of experience, position, post, grade and even age. dam how was my feeling, how much preparation i took ( 3 months ) just to make it work and never fail, and finally i got amazing results from the presentation which was my first.

and then i moved forward to other meetings, arrangements, communication and yes i did an amazing jump and different to the place i am in, and i never stopped, always have new things new suggestions and ideas.

and that leads to meet new people, new positions, start handling more and more responsibilities some of them i should not BUT i took it cause i know from deep inside me and from experience that no one will do it as perfect as i do ; not because i want to say that, because i am the best person who know what i am doing and how to do this since i am in direct communication of my job.

suddenly i become focal point and many many people contact me and i start to be involved in lots of manner, start taking my own decisions and actions.

and NEVER STOPPED

to be continue... p1/2

لا تعليق

2009-10-18T22:29:00.001+04:00

نعمل جاهدا لنرتقي بالعمل وبانفسنا
ولكن نتفاجأ باناس يحيطون بنا
ونعمل معهم ونراهم يوميا
يظهرون لنا الاهتمام وهم في الحقيقه يخدعونا ويبتسمون امامنا لكي نفتح لهم صدورنا

2009-06-30T01:38:00.001+04:00

its nice to notice that someone is caring about you BUT without letting you know

saying Good bye

2009-03-19T02:49:00.002+04:00

well here i am again,
never write into my wall unless i do feel that i have to write.
donno how to start since its always like that and things are really goes like that.
meet new people get used on them, and then they have to leave.
some of them they really leave something into your life and others you forget about them

Democracy

2009-03-01T14:21:00.003+04:00

This is what i call it Democracy ...
To find complaint in newspaper coming from Qtel staff complaining about Qtel

Island Trip

2009-02-22T11:32:00.005+04:00

amazing trip to " Al-Saflyah Island "
nice pictures taken there.
nice people to go out with.
and nice weather

Photograph

2009-02-22T08:51:00.002+04:00

Never expect that photograph is amazing that much
i am in love with it and felt that i am attached to it in very strange way

i am a live

2009-02-06T23:52:00.003+04:00

Just today i felt that i am talented :D, even i know that long time ago but i never expect a results like that one day.
today even i was not interested to do what i did, but i end up with happy ending

i am sure that you dont know what i am talking about, explanation is :
i took some photos from my camera but never expect such results
below is one of my work

" Drag Race "

Internet General Problem

2008-12-30T15:40:00.001+04:00

Qatar News Paper

This image should be uploaded long time ago , around a week but because of some problem in internet was not able to upload it

This is to explain what happened with the people after the general problem in internet

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Personal Note

2008-11-26T16:50:00.004+04:00

dammm how much i miss typing in this page and then check the post after publishing.
have nothing to say other that i am enjoying the moment i am in and trying to do my best to reach my Goals
work is fine with some problem as all jobs

New Template

2008-09-04T20:03:00.001+04:00

want to change the template and this is the outcome :)

Missing you SMS ;)

2008-08-10T14:23:00.001+04:00

I MISS YOU in every beats of heart,
In every blink of my eyes,
In every second of Time and...
In every moment of the Day !

Some things are left undone, some words are left unsaid, some feelings are left unexpressed, but someone as sweet as you could never be left unmissed

In my life I learned how 2 love, 2 smile, 2 B happy, 2 B strong,
2 work hard, 2 B honest, 2 B faithful, 2 forgive. But I couldn't learn how 2 forget U...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Life experience

2008-08-07T15:07:00.005+04:00

Long time did not post any thing here in my wall.

every one of us need time to understand some situations specially critical ones
and during that time person may get sick, sad, or even happy. but when it finished you realize that this situation make you more stronger than before and it add value to your life and life experience from real life.

and day after day even after many years if you passed by the same situation and you did the same thing the end won't be harder any more because you already passed by the same ending before.

Some Times

2008-07-24T17:13:00.003+04:00

Some times i miss the old days
Some times i miss when i was playing like child in our garden
Some times i would like to stop the time for an hour and go back by time to live again some amazing experience
Some times i wish that i can change the past not all of it because i know if i live it again i would do the same but just small part of it ;D

Learning Spanish with Coffee Break Spanish

2008-06-25T18:46:00.003+04:00

Spain Trip
because i am traveling to spain for vacation, i start learning spanish from website called " Coffee Break Spanish "
it contain very useful information and the most amazing thing is you can download lessons so you can hear them any where
computer mp3 player CD so i copy the lesson to my Ipod and now i am playing it while driving so i can listen and drive + learning.
and more over if you want to ask or learn some thing special in spanish lessons you can write to them

Thanks for people who are working hard to give us those lessons

1 Diamond lost

2008-06-18T13:55:00.003+04:00

I dont like saying " Good Bye " but some time i have too, one of my work group left the job because she is moving to another job with better position + better salary :)
i really wish her the best, but at the same time, i wont forget person i learned from her alot.,
she is good friend and a good partner in work too,i am going to miss her
thanks again

" Fmod "

Qtel Summer Waves Festival

2008-06-04T10:01:00.001+04:00

Qtel is announcing in the newspapers for the latest promotions and services under the logo "Summer Waves" so keeps your eyes open watch the newspaper for the upcoming promotions.

Office in a Box

2008-06-02T13:56:00.002+04:00

Qtel lunched Office in a Box service which will help Medium companies with there business since it gives them ADSL line, minimum 5 landline, one fax line, and WiFi access if they took the premium package. and all these service under one package and companies do not have to worry about there IT since Qtel will take care of all the maintenance issues

Madrid ... Lisbon ... Barecolna ....ect

2008-05-30T20:42:00.002+04:00

last year i went to Cyprus for my holiday, and this year to Spain and from there going to visit Madrid, Lisbon, Barcelona ...

Iphone & MMS app works in Qatar

2008-03-22T21:25:00.002+04:00

Finally i make the MMS application works in Qatar, we just need to do the manual setting you have the know the below information

MMSC:
Proxy:
APN:
Username:
Password:

if you know the above then it application will work with you sending i try it 100%, and rec. i get notification that i got 2 msg but unable to get them tell now.

for more information, when it works will put the setting here ;)

BOS

2008-03-08T03:53:00.007+04:00

My New BOS... have a look
the new one all black paper and as you can see from the picture below the type in Gold, what a nice BOS Black and Gold.
the old one was only regular book that you took it as gift from company or university.
and from the pictures below you can see the first page of my new BOS

Il barbiere di Siviglia

2008-03-07T03:25:00.011+04:00

I was invited to watch Opera in Qatar, first of all i was thinking to go or not but since i never been to an opera i said let go and watch it and live the experience, and it was amazing and great and below you can find the story.

Gioacchino Rossini's much beloved opera The Barber of Seville ( Il barbiere di Siviglia ) is considered the most popular opera buffa ( comic opera ) of all-time. It is an Italian opera with a libretto by Cesare Sterbini that is based on the first of a trilogy of plays written by French author Beaumarchais, Le Barbier de Seville. Barber of Seville was written in only three weeks ( and with an overture that Rossini borrowed from the less successful opera, Aureliano in Palmira, the premiere of the opera was a total fiasco. Accounts of the premiere speak of a loud an unrully audience and a series of accidents and mishaps onstage, including a problem with a trap-door and work has stood the test of time as one of the most performed operas in history. The opera, first performed in 1816 in Rome is set in Seville, Spain and in 2 acts.

Barber of Seville Characers:
*Count Almaviva, a nobleman uses the alias of Lindoro ( tenor )
*Rosina, a ward of Doctor Bartolo ( mezzo soprano )
*Dr.Bartolo, Rosina's gaurdian ( bass )
*Figaro, the servant of the count
*Don Basilio, Rosina's music teacher and counsel to Dr.Bartolo ( bass )
*Berta Dr.Bartolo's maid ( soprano )

The Polt of Barber of Seville
* Act I :
Outside of Doctor Bartolo's house, Lindoro ( Count Almaviva ) a poor student, has assembled a group of musicians to serenade the beautiful ( and Rich ) Rosina. His attempt to woo her fails. The Count's former servant and local barber, Figaro appears. Figaro agrees, for compensation, to help his old boss, the Count, get his girl. Figaro devises a plan to sneak the Count into the house as a drunken soldier who has been ordered to stay there for shelter.
The much older Bartolo intends to marry Rosina for her money. Rosina who only knows the Count by the name of Lindoro, writes him a love letter. When Bartolo arrives with Basilio, Rosina leaves. Bartolo suspects that the Count is in town and after Rosina. Basilio gives Bartolo the advice that the Count needs to be removed. As they leave, Rosina and Figaro enter and Figaro asks her to write a letter to Lindoro. Rosina gives him the letter that she has already written.
The drunken soldier ( the Count ) arrives and Bartolo tries to kick him out. The Count is able to pass a love letter that he has written to Rosina. Hearing all of the commotion, the Police burst in and Bartolo demand that they arrest the " drunk soldier ". The Count quietly reveals his identity to the officer of police releases.

* Act II :
Count Almaviva comes back to Bartolo's house, this time gisguised as Don Alonso, a music apprentice Basilio's who is there to substitute for Rosina's music lesson. He explains to Bartolo that Basilio is very ill. The Count pretend to give Rosina a music lesson. Figaro is there to give Bartolo his daily shave. Figaro sneaks off to find the key to Bartolo;s balcony so that they can unlock it and sneak Rosina out i the middle of the night. Basilio unexpectedly shows up. Basilio is not really ill, but is convinced that he is, when the Count pays him of. As the Count ( in disguise ) and Rosina go over plans for her escape, Bartolo overhears them and drives eveyone from the house. He vows to marry Rosina that evening and rushes to get a notary to do so. Bartolo also convinces Rosina that Lindoro is just a failed servant of the Count's and that she should not be with him.

* Later that evening there is a great storm. The Count and Figaro sneak a ladder into Bartolo's house. The Count shows Rosina his true identity and their love is reconciled. When Figaro sees people coming, the three try to escape back out the window, where they find that the ladder has been removed. Basilio arrives with a notary to marry Rosina and BArtolo. The Count convinces Basilio to we he and Rosina or receive two bullets in the head. When Bartolo arrives with the police Rosina and Count Almaviva have already been married.

limited thinking

2008-02-23T21:20:00.000+04:00

with 2008 we still have people who believes that they have the right
to do what ever they want and others not because what do they call it
own the land
on the other hand other do have the right to do what ever they want in
the name of they work for the same land. but for sure we won't say
that doing thing out of the low and order in that land.

people with this limited rang of thinking are really let you feel sad
because the rang of there thinking are very limited other than that
others who are working for that land they are the people who helpped
to build that land and shared with there hands, life and with there
knowledge and experinse to build the land instead of giving all that
to other land.

Regards,
Mahmoud El Achi
Sent from my iPhone

missing you

2008-01-07T22:47:00.000+04:00

since I can't say it I would like to tell you that I really missed you

C/x

Regards,
Mahmoud El Achi
Sent from my iPhone

2008-01-07T14:06:00.000+04:00

I know that no one control his feeling and I know that you can't force
some one to love you

C/xx

Regards,
Mahmoud El Achi
Sent from my iPhone

Letter From Haven

2008-01-07T02:33:00.001+04:00

Its hard to explain your love to some one won't listen to you.
Its harder when you try your best to make person know that you love her.
Its much harder when a person can't hear what you feelings tells.

To the person that i loved him, and i admit i don't know why ?

what i know is i am really falling in love with you.
although i know that you are not ready yet, but i just want to let you know that one day i really loved you so much to the level that i could not stop thinking of you all my day; during my duty, before and after my sleeping while i am with my friends.... etc

Wish you Good luck
and again love you
"C/x"

what a nice day

2008-01-03T02:03:00.000+04:00

my new year started with reservation in Four season hotel for one day
because I will have a guest visiting me from Dubai.
I start thinking since this person's birthday at the end of January I
can buy a gift, so I started thinking what could an amazing and
special gift would be ?
I asked my friends at work some said perfume others watch so at the
end I said will wait tell we go out and if I saw some thing she want
it I will buy it as birthday gift, since I won't be able to see her in
her birthday.
any how I just want to say that I really had the most amazing day, I
spent a great time with her, wish if I could spend more time.

honestly I would not like her to leave but could not do any thing
because she have work, but my doubts is, whats next ?
could our relation counties ?
did she enjoyed as much as I enjoyed ?
did she have same feeling that I carry to her?
is it going to be just a one day and thats it ?
I was looking to know who I am in her life ?
but to spent a day with her was more than a dream.

Regards,
Mahmoud El Achi
Sent from my iPhone

The Art Of Losing

2007-12-25T19:16:00.000+04:00

The art of losing isn't hard to master
I win sometimes but always lose much faster
I practice faith and keep the hope of saving laughter
I cry in vain trace the pain of my disaster
Drowning i breathe no more and lose what i thought after
I have come to know there is no such thing as happily ever after

You speak to me in rhymes and love me in riddles
I sing to you and sway to a melody played by violins and fiddles
I walk beneath the surface with you and get my feet in puddles
Of nothing and everything that get me confuse in muddles

Borrow the life of another and claim it my own
Pretend all you like but true colors are always shown
You play your games and break from my body every single bone
And when your with me, i still feel alone

Talk to me and tell me how you feel
Prove to me the life i'm living is real
Give time for my deepest wounds to heal
Nothing can carry my pain, not mountains of steel

Follow me to the the place that i wanna be with you
Help me turn my blackened sky a deeper blue
How confused am you haven't got a clue
Without you, or with you i am still a piece of you

Aphorisms

2007-09-17T05:43:00.000+04:00

It is not enough to do your best; you must know what to do, and THEN do your best

When every thing seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it

Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value

Ability may get you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there

People who bite the hand that feeds them, usually lick the boot that kicks them

When all else is lost the future still remains

Love Cures people - both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it

Thoughts

2007-09-08T00:41:00.000+04:00

what an amazing vacation ..
i never had such a vacation like i met new people, i have lots of friends, and closed one over there even i met them for a short time but donno how we get this close.

one of the people who teach me a good lesson is Mr.Funny ( Ra2ed )
he always makes fun always and this is not good because not all people accept that specially if you meet people for the first time and he start making jokes. any ways the lesson was a reminder because i know it but i think i forgot it since i passed by a lots of troubles.

" always keep the smile in your face and see the facts and troubles from the shining part "

but in the same time he have some problems and i wish that i teach him things that will improve his understanding specially his angry thing

one more person teach me another thing
he teach me how to open my heart, to re-trust people .
but he have problem with trust so dont ask how but its true.
and now i am trying to let him get trust back.

some times i really feel sorry to leave Lebanon but in the same time i feel that its good because i can't live over there since i dont have job and i dont feel safe over there.

what makes me cry:

when i know that i care about some one but he is far away from me ..
when i know that some one care about me and can't get closer ..
when i left Lebanon because i believe that i left my heart over there ..
when i feel that i am alone and i need some one near but that person is not near ..

what do i need :

i need some thing big
i need some thing beyond the real
i need some thing that all people will wow

i write alot about myslef will leave the rest to another time

My Vacation in Cyprus

2007-08-10T17:54:00.001+04:00

VACATION:

i went to Cyprus for my vacation with my cousin. we lived in Limasson, near beach and in the middle of Limassol so every thing was near by, but first we faced a problems, the first one was the roads.
they drive on the right hand side the steering wheel and the roads every thing opposite, second problem was with the car rental we could not find a car rental to give us a car, why because we should be at least 25 years old AND we should have international driving license for minimum 3 years. BUT the great thing over there that 95% of people they speak English.
we went to Ayanapa, Larnaca, Nicosia and Turkey in Cyprus part. each one of these places have its own identity for example Limassol is for Truism and only at night because of night clubs and restaurants, Nicosia you can find the business people over there, Ayanapa Naked beach not fully naked just appear part of the body, lots of Girls and even the beach over there is the most amazing beach i have ever seen, so clean that you can see the bottom of the sea even if you are on boat, Larnaca Airport and also there is some business over there, Turkey was the hardest part because not all people speak English, they have a good thing which is FOOD because in Cyprus we ate only Fish and Chips because we are not sure about the meat over there.
we enjoy the time over there and really it was my best vacation ever in my life.

Romance meeting between me and my country

2007-07-16T23:24:00.001+04:00

Going to Lebanon soon

Donno why ! ! !

2007-06-30T09:52:00.000+04:00

Some times , some times i donno why i feel that i am not a human
some times i dont have the feeling to family
the feeling i am talking about is that care, that fear.
my friends they become mad, and sad if any thing happened to any person in there family but me i dont have that feeling

My New Car Golf GTI

2007-06-16T16:12:00.000+04:00

Thank you Ewa

2007-06-16T07:21:00.000+04:00

One day i was dreaming of some thing.
i start taking care of it day after day
trying hardly to make it grow
let it become so huge that makes me happy and glad of what i did

in the same time some one came from no where
she started helping me
she gave support me
she gave me advice
she teached me
and that was pushing me forward
but before the end i realize that
its hard to complete the same way
so i have to start from the begining but in another direction
....
so i gave up...
but now i am starting again full of power and full of knowlage base of what she was teaching me all the time.

before the end i would like to give my thanks to you Ewa because you were beside me when i need some one, because you were giving me advice when i need advice, because you take care of my talent and trying hardly to make it grow, and one day i will call you to let you see what i am.
thank you

Phishing for your cash

2007-06-06T09:13:00.000+04:00

I was reading a newspaper online and i stopped by this article that have this picture to read more about this click the link below

Click here

my Birthday

2007-05-21T10:56:00.000+04:00

Happy birthday to me :)
i got lots of msgs from friends
thank you all

Call Center Agents

2007-04-28T14:09:00.000+04:00

No one will understand how call center agents are helpful even if you reach them one time and they didn't gave you the information that you need.
They are trying to help you as much as they have power and what I mean of power here is Limited authority do they have.but the customers do not understand that the agents are trying to help as much as they can. And the reason why I am saying this is I am one of the call center agents. And I realy face a hard time with customers specially with the angry one that start screaming,and some times say a bad words regardless of how much you was gentle and how much I was polite and trying to give them a solutions in so many different ways

Qtel Let's Connect

2007-04-01T09:00:00.000+04:00

Qtel (short for Qatar Telecom) is the exclusive telecommunications provider in Qatar and is one of the largest public companies in Qatar with about 2000 employees. It was successfully launched on the Doha Securities Market in 1998 and listed on the London Stock Exchange in 1999, the Bahrain Stock Exchange in 2001 and the Abu Dhabi Securities Market in 2002. Qtel is a winner of the 2005 Gulf Excellence Award and the 2006 Economic Award.

the first day was amazing every thing was going soft, shining, and passions.
in fact this was the first meeting one guy took me to the Call center, and he show me the call center and it was the first time i entered a call center ever in my life.

BUT when i start working so far i relaize that i dont wont to be here since some people are not able to understand that we are trying to help as much as you can

Qtel Nightmare

2007-02-23T02:59:00.000+04:00

Imagin a city without lights
Imagin a room without door or window
Imagin work without money
Imagin life without banks
How we will live
How we will finish our work
Yersterday Doha city suffered from not internet
All people companies banks stay without internet
And when we asked why we get the answer that Qtel have problem in it servers and Qtel have to change all there devices to solve the problem so if we think about it
We knows that there is no feeling of responsibility because I know that every network in the world should have alternative backup system to face any unexpected problems and in such a problem with this alternative system the network will stay alive and work fine and even people will not feel the drop down in the internet until they install or solve such a problem.
At the end I can't say any thing other than that because we ( customer ) are useless since our advices are unheardable.
We hope that one day Qtel learned from its mistakes.

Safari

2007-02-06T06:25:00.000+04:00

After your perfect journey ends

You will undergo like you get back to your gloomy jail

New Template

2007-01-12T09:54:00.000+04:00

For the new year 2007
i had to change template.
Hope you like it.

MY OWN CAR

2007-01-08T22:11:00.000+04:00

Finally I have my own car; it's not brand new but its good one model 2001. And I like it.
Manual change. 2.0 cc Very dark blue it's almost black
I will add the pictures when I transfer the car holder name from the old owner to me.

Happy New Year 2007

2006-12-31T12:50:00.000+04:00

Happy New Year 2007

No Comment for this new year .

but i am thinking to do a reading for the new year for each month

if i change my mind i will write it down .

Thanks Letter

2006-12-26T17:57:00.000+04:00

This is it.
i said good bye to my friends and the last good bye was two days ago to a person who really support me all the time till the last moment .

so i just want to say thank you Yilma. one day we gonna meet again.

Closing Ceremony Of Doha Asian Games 2006

2006-12-16T06:23:00.000+04:00

story board about Alf lelah w lelah " The Story Of Scheherazade "
i will leave you with the picture that i have copy them from The www.Doha-2006.com site

صور من افتتاح دوري الالعاب الاسیویه 2006 فی الدوحة قطر

2006-12-02T08:33:00.000+04:00

إيقاد الشعلة الرئيسية كان أروع فقرات الافتتاح
وسط ترحيب وتصفيق الجمهور وصلت شعلة دورة الألعاب الآسيوية الخامسة عشرة إلى ملعب استاد خليفة الدولى يحملها بطل العالم في رياضة البولينج اللاعب القطرى سالم بوشرباك.
وتناوب على حمل الشعلة اللاعبون القطريون مبارك مصطفى لاعب كرة القدم هداف وأفضل لاعب بدورة الخليج الحادية عشرة وناصر صالح العطية بطل العالم في الراليات وبطل آسيا في الرماية ومحمد سليمان بطل ألعاب القوى الأولمبي ومنصور مفتاح هداف الخليج في كرة القدم وصاحب الحذاء الذهبى العربى والعداء القطرى طلال منصور أسرع رجل في آسيا ثلاث مرات.

وحيا طلال منصور سمو امير البلاد المفدى قبل ان يسلم الشعلة إلى الفارس سعادة الشيخ محمد بن حمد آل ثاني على صهوة جواد عربى أصيل، الذي كان نجم الحفل حيث أبهر الجميع في مشهد استثنائى خطف الابصار ارتقى سعادته قمة مدرجات الاستاد حيث اشعل المرجل الرئيسى لدورة الألعاب الآسيوية.

واتخذ المرجل شكل اسطرلاب وارتفع إلى قمة برج «اسباير» البالغ ارتفاعه 300 متر حيث استقرت الشعلة التي تستمر متقدة حتى نهاية الدورة في الخامس عشر من ديسمبر الحالي، وبعد ان استقرت شعلة الألعاب الآسيوية في المرجل الرئيسى في برج اكاديمية التفوق الرياضى «اسباير» انطلق عرض رائع من الألعاب النارية في سماء استاد خليفة الدولى صاحبه عرض شيق بالاضواء يعتبر الاول من نوعه في العالم.

وتعتبر مسيرة شعلة دورة الألعاب الآسيوية الخامسة عشرة الاطول في تاريخ هذه الدورات، وقطعت اكثر من خمسين الف كيلومتر عابرة 15 بلدا واقليما وحملها اكثر من 3500 حامل شعلة منهم 1000 قطري، وعبرت في رحلتها التي دامت 55 يوما بعض اجمل مناطق قارة آسيا مارة ببعض اقدم معالمها التاريخية القديمة، وبدأت مسيرة الشعلة بحفل ايقادها في الدوحة في الثامن من اكتوبر الماضى لتنطلق من هناك في رحلة حول آسيا شملت الهند وكوريا والفلبين والصين ومكاو والصين وهونج كونج والصين تايبيه واندونيسيا وتايلاند وايران ثم سلطنة عمان ودولة الإمارات العربية المتحدة ودولة الكويت ومملكة البحرين ثم اخيرا دولة قطر، وشملت مسيرة الشعلة المرور بكل المدن التي سبق أن استضافت دورات الألعاب الآسيوية من قبل، وقد قطع سعادة الشيخ جوعان بن حمد آل ثاني السفير الفخري لمسيرة شعلة دورة الألعاب الآسيوية الخامسة عشرة مسافة الخمسين الف كيلومتر مسافرا مع الشعلة وهو يلتقى الناس على طول الرحلة ينشر رسالة الصداقة والسلام مستقلا طائرة خاصة حيث وضعت الشعلة داخل مشكاة خاصة صغيرة، وقاد سعادة الشيخ جوعان طاقما من 90 فردا تولى وضع خطط وإدارة مسيرة الشعلة إلى جانب اللجنة الأولمبية الاهلية القطرية والهيئات الحكومية المحلية في كل مدينة مرت بها. وقام آخر حامل شعلة في كل بلد مرت به الشعلة بايقاد مرجل متنقل مطلقا جوا من الاحتفالية البهيجة تخللتها عروض ثقافية متنقلة بمذاق قطرى قدمت إلى جانب عارضين محليين، وقد تنقلت الشعلة بشتى الوسائل من الطائرات والقطارات والدراجات الهوائية والترام والجمال والزوارق الشراعية والقوارب الصغيرة وقوارب التنين والعبارات والركشات وحتى الفيلة بالإضافة إلى حملها جريا أو سيرا على الاقدام، وفي حوالى الساعة العاشرة والربع ليلا اختتم حفل افتتاح دورة الألعاب الآسيوية الخامسة عشرة «آسياد الدوحة 2006» وانتهى الحفل الذى امتع واذهل كل من شاهده في مدرجات استاد خليفة الدولى أو عبر شاشات التليفزيون في كل انحاء العالم، وكان فعلا حفلا اسطوريا لدورة ألعاب العمر.

The challenge begin

2006-11-21T21:44:00.000+04:00

Since I moved to new company I had to go into training …
And in the binging I was afraid because it was hard to deal with all this information
Even inside me was telling me to quit but I know that I can do it plus my friends told me that I can do it, so I kept myself on the same path training to understand the whole martial and today I did the first success in this new job.

So my advice to you when you face trouble try hardly to solve it and believe in what you know and that you can solve it, so at the end you will figure out that the problem you faced its so easy to solve.

Regards,

This is a good bye (TFCN Asia The Look Company)

2006-11-12T19:41:00.000+04:00

TFCN The Look Company.

I am glad to work with you, but before I leave please let me thank you all because you helped me a lot and teach me a lot.

So I am going to say one thing cause I don’t remember all things from what I learn from you.

Allan : you show me how give an unexpected gift to some one leaving, Thanks. (Puzzling MAN)

Yilma : you gave me the push when I need it, I still remember what you told me in the car when we were going back from The Ritz to Apartments and I won’t forget who teach me the meaning of Fruit J. Thanks. (Player MAN)

Ewa : you was like my biggest sister J, you always support me and advice me when I need it and some times without even asking for it. Thanks (Kindest WOMAN)

Asia/Joanna : you gave me different taste of dealing with people plus you show me how to be unique and new day after day, Thanks. (Refreshment GIRL)

Mayssaa : you teach me how to say no when needed and how to be strong, Thanks. (Strong WOMAN)

Ute : you teach me how to respect people, let them trust themselves and feel happy BUT in different and GREAT way, Thanks. (Sweetest WOMAN)

Nick : the man who show me how to be kind, and helpful BUT in quite way as he is, Thanks. (Quite Helpful MAN)

Jonas : the quite man who lend a hand immediately when a person asked for that, Thanks. (Support MAN)

Dirk : you show me how the real BOSS should do and how should he treated his team I never expect to see and deal with BOSS like you, you teach me how to face some of my problems that I can’t face it before, Thanks. (Legend MAN)

Leon : I never have the chance to communicate with you a lot but you teach me how to smile in front of sad, Thanks. (Catchab MAN)

Rayyan : you show me how to deal with difficulties and problems in the correct way, Thanks. (Hard to please GIRL)

Joise : Same thing but you show how sweet heart you have, Thanks. (Flower WOMAN)

Charlie/ Charlotte : that big heart you have is great cause the way you told me good bye was unexpected plus so emotionally, you teach me how to love each person and wish him all success, Thanks. (Smiley WOMAN)

Other people please do not get mad of me but this all what I can remember so excuse me I love you all.

And I want to say one of many things I learned from you.

علماء ينجحون في صنع «طاقية الإخفاء

2006-11-09T12:05:00.000+04:00

يبدو أن طاقية الإخفاء» لن تظل مجرد فكرة طريفة تتداولها الافلام السينمائية والمسلسلات التلفزيونية في الغرب والشرق. فقد نجح فريق من الباحثين من الولايات المتحدة الأميركية وبريطانيا على تطوير مادة لها القدرة على إخفاء الأشياء التي تغطيها، مما يجعلها غير مرئية من قبل من ينظر اليها. وأعلن العلماء عن نجاحهم في تصميم جهاز قادر على لعب دور اشبه بطاقية، وحجب الأغراض الموضوعة فيه عن الأنظار عبر تقنية ثورية جديدة تستند الى تشتيت الضوء ومنع الانعكاسات. ويتمير الجهاز الجديد بقدرته على توجيه مسار أشعة الضوء الساقطة باتجاهها، مما يجعل الأشعة تلتف من حولها، ويجعل الناظر عاجزاً عن رؤيتها وما يختبئ تحتها. وقال فريق البحث العلمي: «إلى أن التجربة الجديدة تشبه تدفق الماء في النهر، فهو سيستمر بالتدفق حتى وإن اعترضت طريقه قطع خشبية، ويوضح أن هذه المادة ستكون أشبه بثقب في الفراغ». ويطمح الفريق العلمي الذي صمم الجهاز، إلى تطوير نماذج مستقبلية منه، تنجح في إخفاء البشر، وبذلك يكونون قد حققوا احدى العجائب التي طالما كان الناس يتندرون بها في القصص والأفلام السينمائية. وشرح صاحب المشروع ديفيد شيوريغ لوكالة الأسوشييتد برس طبيعة عمل الجهاز الذي يقوم ببعثرة الضوء والتموجات المنعكسة عن الأشياء، وبالتالي يجعلها مخفية، حيث أن العين البشرية تعجز عن رؤية الأشياء إلا بعد انعكاس الضوء عليها. وقال علماء جامعة يورك الذين اكتشفوا «جهاز الاخفاء» الجديد: «إن التقنية التي اخترعها ترتكز عن تركيبة معدنية خاصة تختلف عن تقنية» الشبح «المستعملة في بعض أنواع الطائرات الحربية مثل «ستليث»، والتي تلجأ إلى تقليص مقدار انعكاس الموجات القصيرة عن جسم الطائرات تفادياً لرصد الرادارات لها. وأضاف شيوريغ أما التقنية الجديدة فتقوم على تغليف كامل للأغراض المنوي إخفاؤها، بحيث تتشتت عنها التموجات الضوئية بصورة مشابهة لما يحدث حين تمر مياه النهر حول صخرة في وسطه. من جهته، قال الفيزيائي لايند هارت من جامعة سانت اندروز: «ان الفكرة في حد ذاتها انجاز رائع، والمدهش انها تعمل ببساطة». وقال المهندس الكهربائي دافيد سميث من فريق جامعة يورك، ان الفكرة جاءت سريعة وتطبيقاتها كانت اسرع. ونجح الجهاز في تجربته الأولى في إخفاء اسطوانة نحاسية بشكل شبه كامل، ويسعى العلماء المشرفون على المشروع إلى تحسينه في الفترة المقبلة بحيث ينجح، ليس في إخفاء الأغراض فحسب، بل وفي إخفاء الظلال الناتجة عنه.وصمم العلماء الجهاز من خليط معدني خاص، تضاف إليه أجزاء من السيراميك والتفلون والألياف، وهو سيكون قادراً عند الانتهاء من تطويره على إخفاء نفسه والأغراض التي يحتويها، بالإضافة إلى ظله الخاص، بحيث يصبح من المستحيل رؤيته أو الشعور بوجوده. وهناك اعتبار رئيسى أخذه علماء جامعة يورك في الاعتبار هو أن الأشكال المعدنية المنوي اخفاؤها يجب ان تكون أصغر كثيرا من الاشعاعات المتناهية الصغر. ولهذا السبب استخدم الدكتور ديفيد شيوريغ الموجات الاشعاعية المتناهية الصغر. وسعىالباحثون إلى أن تقوم المادة الجديدة أو ما يعرف باسم «meta material » أو «ما وراء المادة» بحجب الأشعة الكهرومغناطيسية عن الشيء الذي تخفيه، ومنع أشعة الرادار من اختراقها، مما يؤدى إلى عزل الشيء الذي تخفيه عن العالم الخارجي. ويؤكد الباحثون تعدد المجالات التي يمكن أن تستخدم فيها المادة الجديدة والتي يرجحون أن يصبح معظمها تطبيقات ذات أغراض عسكرية

((الشرق الأوسط))

Just NOTHING

2006-11-07T19:18:00.000+04:00

For the first time in my life, I felt that I am nothing even when I let the people around me sees who I am.

Yeah its f#@king true and believe me if you give the people around you all love and help any time and you try hard to let them know who really you are and at the end you realize that its was wasting of your time, OR some thing wrong with you.

Back to High School

2006-11-04T19:00:00.000+04:00

Several years ago, when I was in high school, I remember most of the teachers some of them I can forget how they look like, the way of talking, and the way of walking.

And some of them I cant forget any thing happened.

1-3 weeks ago me and my friends were talking about our teachers till we reach Syrian teacher called “ Radwan “ I remember that he was a good teacher in fact number 1 in my point of view.

Because he can reach all students’ mind and leave there the information so easily. And after all these years I didn’t expect that one day if I saw him he will remember my name or some thing happened in his classes.

Yesterday night I went with my friend “ Wisam “ to Land Mark Mall and after maybe two hours we were talking and drinking coffee in startbuck coffee shop I saw him walking with his family, suddenly I don’t know what happened but I stopped talking and I was following his steps though my eyes. THEN he surprised me when I saw him looking directly strait to my eyes like he still remember who I am. And then he walk away on his way and then he stopped again and look strait to my eyes again. I really get shocked, so I went to him directly and before I arrived he said “ I still remember that TABOLEH “ and then he shack my hand and he asked me how are you mahmoud? What are you doing? And you didn’t change.

It was amazing unexpected meeting with a person who really helped me a lot in school and even when he left the school I called him to his home asking him to explain a hole chapter from the martial we have and he did on phone and that explanation was GREAT, for sure there was some tips and I was fully concentrating but if he is not good and expert he wasn’t be able to explain it on phone plus if he is not gentle he would say sorry I am busy or any thing else, it took half an hour to explain the chapter in proper way, the next day I went to the final exam and I did great in that chapter.

Journey

2006-10-29T10:05:00.000+04:00

It was amazing, the most important thing is you will feel relax, and happy even if you are doing nothing just staying at home.

Because every thing in Lebanon is different:

Atmosphere, people, culture, city, sky, streets and even the bugs its like a land of haven.

Every thing you want you can find it there.

I remember when I arrived I was smiling to every person I met, while I am going to family’s home I was smiling all the way don’t ask me why because the answer will be I don’t know.

I saw the real rain not only a few drops of water coming from sky, and in the same time I felt the cold up in mountain plus cool down in my home, sun and rain down in my home, sun and snow up in mountain again.

During walking in streets suddenly the blue sky turned to gray and shining sun disappears and heavy rain comes up.

In streets you can see people walking, some are going for shopping, some are going to work, some coming back from work, some I don’t know where or from where they are coming.

And now I am back to Qatar to my work to the same people same places same same …

For The Love Of Lebanon ( Beirut MARATHON 2006 )

2006-10-17T10:19:00.000+04:00

Run for Victims of Cluster Bombs:

Up to a million unexploded cluster bombs from Lebanon's July 2006 war are now

the biggest aftermath threat to civilians in south Lebanon, where they

surround streets, homes, and farms.

Cluster bombs are parts of explosives dropped from the air or launched from the

ground. They are explosive if moved, transported or sometimes touched

from the ground. They can get caught up in bushes, trees and fences,

which make it very dangerous for residents living nearby.

Until now, more than 18 people have been killed and 109 wounded by

unexploded cluster munitions. So far, the Lebanese Army, UN

peacekeepers, the mine action center, and its contractors have cleared

almost 40,000 unexploded cluster bombs, but up to a million more

remain, which need up to 15 months to clear.

Join the Beirut Marathon Association’s program for this year has decided to

help children who are victims of cluster bombs. You can help us by:

donating at the following account number:
Account Name : Beirut Marathon Association (Children Donation)

BLOM BANK – Main Branch, Beirut / Lebanon
A/C # 040/01/304/1184815/1 (LBP)
040/02/304/1184815/1 (USD)
Swift Code ; BLOMLBBX

- Registering for the marathon or the 10 Km Fun Run.
- Becoming ambassadors for this event and promote it locally and internationally.
- Distributing posters and leaflets that advertise this year’s race.
- Participating as individuals or as teams.
- Adopting 100 meters or more. The group that adopts this stretch of the course

can decorate it with banners and provide other services that will help

make the atmosphere festive.
- Themed costumes participation

The Beirut Marathon Association is extremely grateful for your cooperation and

we look forward to receiving your opinion and suggestions at the

organization’s mailing address or by calling at 05-959262.

Register Online NOW!

http://www.beirutmarathon.org/9entry_online.php

More Info!

http://www.beirutmarathon.org

Travel Info!

Middle East Airlines are offering a special discount on airfares to BLOM Bank

Beirut Marathon 06 participants

http://www.mea.com.lb/MEA/English/Corporate/MEAOutStations

Flying without wings

2006-10-16T11:38:00.000+04:00

It’s song.

Finally I have that good feeling that I will be able to go to Lebanon, and that’s why I called this post as Flying without Wings

YES

SEE YOU THERE …

Wooooooooooooo, heeeeyaaaaaaaaa

Goodbye ...

2006-10-15T21:39:00.000+04:00

This time, I’m going to talk about some thing different, some thing no will think about it unless he/she felt uncomfortable.

Let take a deep look:

If you are happy, and satisfied in a place, why you would you leave it?

If there is some one bothering you but it dose not matter, because you feel you are one of them?

Suddenly you realize that you are NOT, in addition you found a better place.

For sure you are going to move for the better place, the problem now

DON’T look for others feeling, because if they found better than you they won’t look for your feeling.

Before the end … I would love to say … thanks all, I’m really going to miss you all

Place, area, atmosphere, people.

Specially “ Y, M, C, “

Key of happiness

2006-10-07T10:48:00.000+04:00

Ultimate Happiness

I promise you next time I will tell you how you can reach it,

The secret is in ONE key. And every one of us has this key. YES! Every one have it but not all of us knows how to use it and some don’t know that the key is exist

… … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … … …

The key like three points connected to each other, these points are

* Know yourself well,

* Understand your abilities, and try to learn more.

* Be satisfied of what you have

* Put smile in your face

If you really connected these points, understand them, and believe them.

Trust me you don’t need any thing else, you gonna reach the ultimate happiness

Ultimate Happiness

2006-09-27T14:22:00.000+04:00

How can we reach to ultimate happiness?

Even with all this pressure in work, and lots of responsibilities in family …

It’s so simple

Believe it or not it is !!!

Think about it and I will let you know how in a few coming days im not gonna be late don’t worry and if you want you can leave your opinion

Enjoy the moment

2006-09-26T11:07:00.000+04:00

I was always looking for my happiness and I always failed.

Try hardly to find it go from place to another, meet all kind of people

But still not satisfied …

I have friends, and I have a good job, with good managers, but still not satisfied.

Some thing inside me needs more, as well as I believe it as more.

But unfortunately it was some thing, some thing called “ Enjoy your moment “ and I realize this fact two days ago.

It was night before I go to bed I was answering two questions from Yoga Teacher.

So I figure out that I’m happy and I need nothing because I have every thing

Every thing don’t mean lots of every thing I meant not more and not less, some times things become more and after while it return to medium or less or nothing.

Even some times you have nothing but still happy from inside.

Yes really happy come from inside not from out. Because every thing else is secondary but your body, your soul, and your mind are the primary.

Think about it.

DAGOC gets the Look treatment

2006-09-24T17:06:00.000+04:00

Doha Asian Games Organising Committee (DAGOC) announced on 23 September the official appointment of TFCN The Look Company as the Official Supplier for Look Project Management for the Asian Games.

As an Official Supplier, the Look Company’s role will be all about top-rate branding and transforming Doha into an exciting sporting city, enabling it to give the Asian Games the required Look that DAGOC is determined to achieve. In addition the Look will also afford a memorable experience for everybody: participants, spectators and the watching world. An estimated 1.7 billion people are expected to tune in to the Games, which open on Friday 1 December.

To read full article press the link below

http://www.doha-2006.com/gis/menuroot/news/article.aspx?flag=0&id=377

رمضان كريم Ramadan Kareem

2006-09-23T15:56:00.000+04:00

I don’t no why people who don’t eat in Ramadan get angry fast.

In my opinion I sea it that’s great way to teach yourself how to respect others, add a smile on peoples face even if u share same pain or maybe from starving, or can be some thing else.

Ramadan also fixes relationships between families and even close friends, (not more)

Ramadan helps you to get organized with time of eating and even for your stomach.

Ramadan lets you quite smoking if you want. Why? Because you spend more than half of the day without one cigarette

Ramadan gives you lesions. One thing I would like to say and I will let you figure out the rest. You will feel the same as poor people, so next time when you pass by any poor person you give him/her money instead of shouting and hit them.

What benefits are you looking for?

Think about it and I’m sure you will find it J

Thanks ALLAH (GOD) for all your gifts.

Time can fix every thing

2006-09-12T20:09:00.000+04:00

“Time can fix every thing”

I really believe in that but some times when you need to clean bad impression about you, you wish that time walk tooooo slow to be able to fix it.

TFCN

2006-09-06T15:00:00.000+04:00

I’d like to leave this post empty to hear from people out side Qatar there opinion about TFCN

Because as I notice there is comment on previous post “Arabic article” which is not related to TFCN, it’s my mistake.

بعض من ابداعات صديقه

2006-09-04T12:44:00.000+04:00

في البداية احب ان اتقدم بالشكر للاخت والصديقة شموخ على كتاباتها الرائعة واخص هذا الشكر الان للسماح لي بكتابت هذا الموضوع في الموقع

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هل يوجد في الحياهـ من يشعر بأحاسيسك

يفهمك في كل أحــــوالك ،،

يحس بكل ما تحس فيه

يتفهمك و يتفهم كلماتك و أسلوبك على حقيقتها و بصدقها

دون ان يفهمها ويأخذها بالظن السيئ ،،،،

هل صادفت و قابلت الشخص الذي يفهمك دون أن تتكلم

يترجم أحساسيك و مشاعرك إلى كلمات ليعرف ما بك و ماذا تريد ..

يقدر ظروفك عندما تمر بمنحنيات صعبه في الحياهـ

و تشعر بأنك في حاله غير مستقرهـ فيقف جنبك

بإحساســــــــــه الصادق

و مشاعــــــــــرهـ النبيله

يشاركك أحـــزانك ،، و أفــــراحك

يسعى لينزع و يزيل عنك الدمعـــــه

حتى لو تطلب الأمر أن يأخذها عنكـ

يزرع على شفاتك البسمه

يتجاوب معك دون أن تتكلم

أو تطلب منه ،،،

يــالــه مـن شــعــــووور رائــع

و إحســــــاس جـمـيـــل

لـو وجـدت مـثـل هـذا الـشـخـص

فستشعر معه بطعم الحياهـ و جمالها

كنز ثمين دائماً ما نبحث عنه

و نـتمنى ان نجدهـ ،،

و نحتاج ان يكون بجانبنا دوماً

فنظل

نبحث

نبحــث

و نـبـحــــث

و نـبــحــــــــث

فـقـد نجـــدهـ ،، و قد لا نجــــدهـ

إجعل من مشاعرك قلمـا ودعها تكتب

THEY KICK MY ASS

2006-08-22T19:14:00.000+04:00

L Yoga division start great concerning the opening day they start tech us breathing techniques…

And really it was amazing.

Second day… because of some one I couldn’t make it, I couldn’t attend so they call me and asked when im going to be there.

I told them sure I need only half an hour

And suddenly I found myself at there doors at the end of the class to I went out with friends.

Third day I call them trying to see if I can continue with them so …..

They told me that I can’t come I have to wait for the next division in order to follow with them and get used of all and every thing during the classes.

SO THAT MEAN THEY KICKED MY ASS OUT OF THE CLASS BECAUSE OF SOME ONE’S DEAD LINES AND TRAVLE L

BB its yours turn

2006-08-20T09:27:00.000+04:00

She is quite person, she gives respect with all kinds of love.

She treat people like brothers and sisters, she have no different between person and another I think I can call her “She is so her”

As you all know I met her in “TFCN Asia The Look Company” J and it didn’t took long time to realize that because as what I said before she is so her.

I believe that i have nothing to say about her except that I really love her and respect her because she is like my sister; they way of talking to me and even the way of acts so similar to my sister, perhaps this is the reason behind my love.

BB keep going like that

You are Rose fragrance of Orry studio

"Y" the Second Victim

2006-08-13T09:13:00.000+04:00

This time and after one week we are back with new victim…

Today this victim is going to be a male … actually I didn't have that first bad impression don’t ask me why I think you should go and see him by yourself when we start working together I felt julouse because he came after me and he start handling big projects even I know that I am not a designer but you know … " he is new"

But after a while when I start dealing with him I start like him more and more…

Later on I become one of his friends even I didn’t expect that because every one knows that he is here for one purpose and after finish this purpose he is going to leave, and specially because we are different in culture and even in reacting more over in thinking.

I really believe that this person teach me a lots of things … he teach me how to say my opinion even if its not same like the manager's opinion.

I remember the first time I start working with him we went to manager and the manager start telling us what we should do and where we should add things … suddenly he said to manager " but I think if we put this here and remove it from here it will look better " and that what happened that manager accept his idea and that let me tell the manager my ideas about many other things.

Every single day he teach me a lots of things that I will never learn it, and I think its going to be hard to me when the dead line come and time for leaving appear.

Because it's hard to lose a great and real friend.

Even some times he did shits :P but he is good in it and in the same time he return with apologies, and this is a good thing in person when he knows that he did a mistake and he fix it immediately.

I know I talked a lot and some people hate to read big article but at least I want to say the head lines to give you hint about this person "Y"

And before I end this article I would love to thank you for being a friend of me and for accepting my shit from time to time in addition trying hard to understand me and help me with giving me advice to be able understand things.

E B First Victim " welcome in my world"

2006-08-03T09:09:00.000+04:00

The first victim is E B

When I start working with TFCN I looked at her as a person who believe that she own the world in another way I thought that she believes that the whole world is under her feet or the whole world like a ring in her finger

But after working with her and start dealing and knowing her more and more with days I realized that I was wrong, she have a big heart and she respect all people and she is open minded and can accept any suggestion and for sure that lets people respect her so that is why I thought like that for the first time.

I remember the first job together I did a lots of mistakes and she didn’t tell me that so in the next time I worked with her she keep saying PLEASE make revision and revision and revision and she was telling me that thousand time so when I asked her ok I am doing that and why you telling me that ? She answered me remember the first work order you did, it was full of mistakes and I get shit from BOSS because of that and she walk away.

In that moment I felt that how big heart she have even of all that she didn’t tell me this and she holds all mistakes on top of herself even she would say “ Mahmoud did this mistakes “ but she didn’t and that lets you feel really bad.

Day after day I was looking at hear design as good design but some times I felt that she miss some thing and another time I felt that if she did the design like this it would be nicer but after working with her and be closer to hear I realized that there was a reason behind each design.

In addition I didn’t expect that one day she would like to talk or even open discussions with me but I was wrong too because now I am close to her so I can talk and ask her about any thing, and she really gives you time and listen and more over she tells you what to do.

One more thing before I end this post…

One day some one told me some thing in bad way so I didn’t give a shit because its only a word and complete working suddenly I heard her talking to him and ask him to come to me and say sorry about the bad words and for the bad way of talking to me.

It was really amazing because you know she didn’t have to do this.

Wait for the next one J

Series

2006-08-02T16:54:00.000+04:00

Here we go again; I come back with a new idea.

This new idea is based on Series movies, but this time series in post.

Its going to be about all employees that I’m dealing with in the Canadian Company TFCN ( The Fabric and Communication Network )

So each time the post will talk about…

What is my first impression to this person? And what was my look at that person, and now so its going to be past present there is no future because when u met some one after a while you can tell almost every thing about this person and its not going to be fakes or shocking after that because you now this person now. Not like the first time you meet.

Wait for our First Victim SOON

French Guy

2006-07-24T12:03:00.000+04:00

France is a great place for Fashion and I love its language. And I start like it more because of French guy I met in company who really let me feel that all French people are Great just like him.

But… !!!

All what I can say I spent a great time,

And I will never forget the time in TFCN and Doha ( water fight , smoking place , Ritz , Parties , HSBC and that HOT Girl , and That P tire ).

Again and again I wish you Good Luck

I’m glad to met friend at work like you and hope to stay in touch even if we don’t work in same company like now.

Take a good care of yourself and try to Get her back J don’t forget to let me now if it happened.

C U

Beirut

2006-07-13T12:04:00.000+04:00

I donno what’s going on there, but I wanna go for my vacation there.

Oh God how much I miss Lebanon.

But now I donno what im going to do I think im going to stay and complete my working with TFCN Canadian company and maybe for another country to go to.

And took my vacation over there

TFCN

2006-07-11T09:54:00.000+04:00

The fabric communication network tfcn
Is the greatest company.
The managers,staff even the enviroment all are perfect I never expect that one day i'm going to find company like this.
They really respect there employees but what I always afraid of is aftere asian games every thing will end because they came to here for asian games and they don't have any other projects so hopefully they can find projects to stay with them and be in touch with the greatest employees I ever met.
Some times when I stay alone I always think about the people I love them in the company how I'm going to leave them and if I'm going to lose contact with them and if I'm going to meet them again.
Each day our roots become more and more connected to each other and become bigger and bigger.
And now what I'm afraid of start appearing and it comes hunt me, Jerome might leave the company next weeks and I really don't want that to be happened because he is the first person who open his arms and heart to me.
I enjoy the time with him and felt that he is one of my brothers, I can talk about any thing I want and ask him with taking his opinion about every thing.
He change many things on me, he let me thinks in different way. He let me join the company because of his way of thinking.
I will never forgot when he was droping me back to home and he talked about the way of thinking and why he is not looking for stability now and when he is looking for that. That conversation makes me join TFCN.

FINAL MATCH WORLD CUP 2006

2006-07-10T12:35:00.000+04:00

Bye Bye ZEZOU

Its The GOAL

ZEZOU AND his final Match with The only RED CARD in the MATCH

ITALIAN CUP

Two poems from scrach book

2006-06-29T15:33:00.000+04:00

رقصه مع القمر

منديل أجزاؤه تبعثرت

بعد أن لملمت بقاياه مزقت

هوى المنديل فسقط على حافة سميت

حافة الموت والناس بها أعلمت

هاوية بتعذيب الناس تفننت

أتيت تقول لفتتني بسحرها وصمتها وببريقها إلي تحدثت

وجلست ليالي أحدثها وبصمتها إلي التفتت

وردت سؤالي بسؤال هل بي كل البشر تعجبت

فجاوبتها نعم وأنا مفتون بك وروحي بك قد تعلقت

ففاجأتني بعطفها ويديها إلي مدت

رحت أرقص فرحا رقصة بها النفس تدلعت

وأسميتها حبيبة عمري وعمري لها تذللت

سامرت النجوم وسحاب الليل لي تبسمت

وأقنعت نفسي بحبها بعد أن أقسمت

أن لاتهجرني أو تجرحني مهما تحدثت

فسألت نفسي : الزمن يجني على الناس ماذا إن تغيرت ؟

ووجدت ردا لسؤالي يقول لاتخف مهما تبدلت

فحبك بداخلها نبتة زهورها قد أينعت

تبسم القدر لي أخيرا وروحه عني رضيت

فوصلت ليلي بنهاري كي أراها بحبي أبدعت

وإذا بصوت يقول : ابتعد فنظراتها عليها العين تعودت

وحبها لك ليس إلا خيالاً من قلب عاشق وروح بها قد تعلقت

فجلست أفكر بها فلم أجد دليلا على ما أقسمت

ووجدت أن قسمها ليس إلا تهيؤات في عيوني أبحرت

والآن لا أدري كيف سقطت في هاوية عنها الناس ابتعدت

رسمت لي الدنيا زهورا وحولها فراشات حلقت

وفرشت لي بساطها الأحمر فتبعته إلى أن روحي من داخلي اقتلعت

فجريت نحو مخرجها فوجته بالأصداف أقفلت

ووجدت نفسي لا أقوى على العيش وفكري بأيامي معها ابتسمت

أينما ذهبت أجدها في خيالي تربعت

فما الحل للخروج منها وقدمي بداخلها تعثرت

جار عليها الأحبة وبي جارت وعذبت

لتخرج نفسها من جرح راقصتني إلى أن خرجت

أتت لتحيي ما دفنه الزمن وعن طريقي تنفست

يا منديلي لا تحزن من هاوية أحببتها فهوت بك وفوقك التراب طمرت

افرح من أيام عشت ملكا فيها وهي أميره لك توجت

سيأتي يوم وتخرج وترى الدنيا من غيرها تجملت

وتعود ذلك المنديل الرقيق الذي إذا وضع على الجراح التأمت

وإذا وضع على العيون دموع الناس مسحت

مـــــــــــاذا أقـــــــــــول أكـــــــــــثـر

دعيني أرى منك الكلام يكثر

ليس بحنان وحب يشعر

دعيني أرى حبا لا يكسر

وحنان برقة الزهر وبحد الخنجر

ادخليني الى عالم الأحلام عالم يملأه العنبر

وأنهار تتدلى من جبال كأنها عيدان سكر

عانقيني ولو مره تذكر

أخبريني عن هواك وعن حب بقلبك مؤسر

قبليني فقبلتك كالخمر تسكر

أكاد من سحرها أنا اسحر

لامسيني بخفيه كي لا أؤسر

وأبقى أحلم بها وأنا أسهر

ودعيني أخلد في عينيك الى اليوم الأكبر

دعي حبك لي كحبي يبهر

ليس لقاء وكلام وقبلات تبحر

ودعي عنك الخوف وكلام لا يكثر

فالناس غير مباليه بحالنا وبنفس تنحر

دعيني أقولها لك قبل أن أسكر

أحبك وماذا أقول لك أكثر

Hope you like these two poems

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2006-06-14T10:56:00.000+04:00

البروفسور داني عازار في كلية العلوم – 2 للجامعة اللبنانية في الفنار يمسك بين اصابعه سنا لديناصور عُثر عليه في منطقة جزين اللبنانية. كما عُثر على بقايا حيوان كبير اسمه “براكيوسوروس” تعود الى نحو 140 مليون سنة، مما شكل اثباتا للنظرية التي تفيد ان زواحف عملاقة كانت تعيش في غابات كبيرة غطت منطقـــة الشرق الاوسط منذ ملايين السنين. وهذا ليس الاكتشاف الاول للدينوصورات في لبنان. فلا تزال قصة فيلم “جيوراسيك بارك” لستيفن سبيلبرغ تحكي عن اكتشاف اول أثر دماء ديناصور في بعوضة، دفنت في عنبر شجرة صنوبرية في أعالي جزين.

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الساعة 5:50 صباح الاثنين 15 ايار 2006، حقق بطل الدراجات ومتسلق الجبال اللبناني ماكسيم شعيا انجازا تاريخيا عندما وصل الى قمة جبل ايفيرست، الاعلى في العالم في جبال هيملايا على حدود نيبال والتيبت في الصين والبالغ ارتفاعها 8848 مترا.

وهو كان أمضى أسابيع في التحضير والتأقلم على منحدرات الجبل، وترك معسكره المتقدم على ارتفاع 6555 مترا الاربعاء 10 ايار وباشر المرحلة الاخيرة من صعوده، أملا في بلوغ القمة في الساعات الاولى من صباح الاحد، لكن رياحا شديدة سرعتها 80 كيلومترا في الساعة اضطرته وفريقه الى المبيت ليلة أخرى في المعسكر الرقم 2 على ارتفاع 7900 متر. ويوم الاحد 14 منه وصل الى المعسكر الرقم 4 على ارتفاع 8400 متر وارتاح بضع ساعات. وقبيل منتصف الليل بدأ الفريق الرحلة الى القمة، فوصل اليها مع شروق الشمس.

هنا صورة من القطب الشمالي

ومن نيوزيلاندا

والاسكا

West Thinking

2006-06-13T12:28:00.000+04:00

While I was in the car with a friends from work, I started ask him what you will do after Asian Games are you going to stay here or you are planning to go back to your home country.

I get chocked from his answer, because have no plan in his mind about his future and what he going to do and where or even when.

He just like to live unknown life and discover it day after day because he thought that in this way it will be interesting and no more boooooooring.

And when I told you that I cant do this I m looking for stay able life, his answer was well I cant live stay able life now and I don’t want it I just want to move from place to another and I don’t care about home car, but later on when I come old I will think about stay able.

Who knows today I m here in Qatar tomorrow I might be in Italy after tomorrow I might go to France

I don’t know why West young people think like this, but really he lets me think many times about my life and why don’t I spend my first 5 to 10 years of working moving around from country to another and after that I can look for stay able life with stay able work

Interview

2006-06-12T18:07:00.000+04:00

This is the first time I make an interview without afraid or being nerves. Even though my answers was perfect I didn’t felt that I have to think about what happened or said to myself Oh why did I say that . I wish if I told them this.

But the end is I wont work with them because its temporarily job so I can accept this specially I have a job now and I am working with the company.

الغربة في كلمات

2006-06-09T13:40:00.000+04:00

قبل يومين تقريبا وانا اتصفح الانترنت واذ انا بموقع لشخص عربي يعيش في دول الغرب ويعاني من الغربه وقد كتب في موقعة هذه الكلمات فلما قراتها انتابني شعور وكانني انا من اكتب هذه الكلمات فصمت للحظة واكتشفة حينهها ان هذه الكلمات هي نابعه من احساس داخلي وان هذه الكلمات ستجدها عند كل من يعاني من الغربة
ساترككم مع الكلمات...

وهذا رابط لموقع اخوي الذي سمح لي بنقل الموضوع

http://zamanalwa9l.blogspot.com/

اشكره على قلبه الكبير وعلى كلماته

هناك كلمات شقية يرددها قلبي. اود ان اكتبها قبل البدأ. قال احد ما ان المال في الغربه وطن. اما انا اقول, الحب في الغربه وطن.
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في المطار, انتابني احساس مليئ بالفضول. مالذي ينتظرني في هذا البلد الكئيب بغيومه. ماذا يمكن افعل تحت كل هذا الامطار الحزينة. هل استطيع ان ادفئ الشواع البارده بلهيب الشوق في قلبي. الشوق الى الوطن, ذلك الشوق الذي انفجر في قلبي في اول خطوة اخطوها في مطار لندن. ذلك الشوق المسكين الذي تجاهلته حتى كبر فلا عدت استطيع ان احكم لهفته. لندن, تلك العجوز الحزينه التي تحمل في تقاسيم وجهها الالم و الاسى. وترى ايضاً فيها تلك العزة والغرور اللذيذ المتميز. شوق الى ذلك العصر الربيعي. كنت اسمع كل حجر مرصوص بالارض يتنهد ويردد آهات مستنجدا بشباب لندن اليوم.
اطلنا الحديث عن لندن, لنا كتابات اخرى عنها في المستقبل.

لابد من الاستكشاف, وجودي هنا ليش من اجل الدراسة وحسب. لابد ان اجمع اكبر قدر من المعلومات. هذا كان توجهي في بداية المشوار. هذا موقفي وموقف الرفاق من من حولي الا بعضهم, كان يحمل بين كتفيه حجر غير قابل للتغيير.
اما الان فلنبدأ بالكلمات والتعليق عليها.

العرين
لازلت حتى الان وبعد مرور اربع سنوات وانا اواجه هذا الشيء المزعج, السكن هو من الاولويات لدي. هناك شروط لا اتنازل عنها الا في الضرورات الضرورات , من تلك الشروط..اسكن مع شخص وهذا الشخص هو شخص معين من اعز اصدقائي..ثانيا تكون الشقة قريبة من الجامعة..ثالثا الابتعاد الابتعاد عن سكن الطلبه كسكن والاقتراب الاقتراب من مركز المدينه كمنطقه. والسعر يكون معقول.

الضعن
البشر قصص. من الصعب على المرء ان يبدا بعلاقة اجتماعية في مراحل متوسطة من العمر. الانسان تقل نسبة معارفه الجديده مع كبر سنه. ولكن المغترب ملزم في ان يبدأ بتكوين علاقات اجتماعية جديده لتكوين كيانه الاجتماعي الجديد في غربته. في هذه المرحلة تحدث الكثير من الاشياء التي يشيب لها الرأس..مفاجآت..صدمات..احباطات..واترك لكم العنان في تخيل تلك الاشياء المرافقة لتكوين الكيان الاجتماعي الجديد.

الغايه
ياعيني على الدراسة, من بعد احفظ ودش الامتحان, بدينا بموضوع جديد لابد منه من اجل تحقيق النجاح, الا وهو البحث العلمي. الله اكبر. صحيح اننا عانينا الامرين من ممارستنا للبحث العلمي و تعاطينا للكتب. لكن بعد ذلك ايقنا الفرق, وتعرفنا على مميزات هذا الاسلوب.

الثروة
حدث ولا حرج, في بعض الوقات تشعر ان العمر يتوقف عند التاريخ 25 من الشهر. المعاشات هي حديث الشارع بالنسبة للطلبه المبتعثين, الا ما رحم ربي ممن من الله عليهم بالمال الوفير او ممن يتمتع بقدرات خارقه تمنحه خطط جهنمية للمحافظة على المعاش اطول فترة ممكنه..بس الملاعين ما يقولون شلون.
الحضن
انها مدينة تقع في الغرب البعيد من اراضي الممكله المتحده. هذه المدينه هي نقطة الانكسار. هناك هاجس يمر بي كل حين. ماذا سأفعل بعد انهاء المشوار الدراسي؟ كيف اترك هذه المدينه الجميل الحنونه؟المدينه التي قضيت بها اجمل و احلى لحظات عمري, مدينة كانت شاهده على كل زلاتي وبطولاتي, على كل جنوني ونزواتي, شهدتني بكل صراحتي. اكره هذا الهاجس لانه يذكرني بلحظه مرة سوف تأتي لا محاله. تلك اللحظه هي فراق تلك المدينه. فراق المدينه التي شربت من امطارها فرحا وهي شربت من دموعي مواساةً. فراق تلك المدينه التي ارتجفت من بردها والتذمر يملئني و هي ترتجف كل حين مزهوة بقدومي لها من الشرق. كل شجرة فيها قد قاسمتني حزني و بؤسي. وكل ورده فيها قاسمتني حبي و وابتساماتي. اما همومي فأنتظر حتى تملأ صدري ودمي واكاد عاجزا عن التنفس, فأذهب الى النهر القريب, وارمي كل ما بي من هموم . لكن المضحك المبكي انني ازور النهر كل يوم.
سر الحياة
الحب. هو وطن في حد ذاته. انساني الوطن الام و الغربه. الحب شيء فوق العاده. الحب يجعلك رجل فوق العاده. كل شيءيصبح فوق العاده. المعنويات في السماء. الهمم نار و شرار. العزيمة تهدم جبال. الحب سر من اسرار الحياة لا اود ان اكشفه. لكنه مثلما يبدأ بعاصفة , فقد ينتهي بعاصفة. ذلك الوهم الجميل, بعد ان يذهب, يملئ الجسد حزنا يؤلم الما كفقدان الحب نفسه.
الحب في الغربه جعلني اكره العطل, فقد كان يفرق الاحباب ويسعر مشاعر الاشتياق, الحب هوسبب ذلك الهاجس الذي اريد ان انساه.
الهاجس الذي يردد ماذا سيحدث في النهاية؟ هل الموضوع بهذه البساطه؟ هل سينتهي كل شيء؟
. انه حلم جميل لا اريد ان استيقظ منه

Lebanon

2006-06-08T15:51:00.000+04:00

Im just a moments I traveled by time to the place where I wanna be.
place where I can find every thing perfect, no lies, no fake.
and suddenly I wake up with a sound calling me from employee asking me some thing.
in fact I wasn't sleeping, in fact I was in my lovely place but all that was in my mind my imagination.
Lebanon I really miss you

Starting Over

2006-06-04T03:59:00.000+04:00

I believe in signs, and I do believe that following them may come back with troubles.
I thought that I will never pass my friends and ignore them cause I love friends I love to be with people who cares about you and you cares about them, but today I believe that I have to do that, I have to ignore them, I cant stay with people who just calls when they need a help from you, or just to spend time with you, or to fill there time until there friends can go out with them.
So I decided to |(( Starting over ))| and even if I’m gonna live and drink and stay in coffee shop alone, it does not matter.
I love my life like this, no fucking troubles, and there is one guy who does this I saw him every single day in place where I drink coffee. His is alone and he looks happy.
You I know I just realize why I was feeling bad for two or three day because my soul my spirit expecting what’s going next.

Looooosing

2006-06-01T17:14:00.000+04:00

Again lost in my life appear,
its just a guy I met him for a while and even my time spent with him in work is too small but he really effect and touch my heart, he was so true and he never fake things.
this guy gives me many things and teach me many things.
and if I come to one moment of truth I would say all this happened in less than 30 minutes while I was going back home and I was drop him near my home.
do I feel sad ? Yes because this guy like an open book , love every one and never hurt any one.
I really wish him good luck and success in his life and wish that one day I met him again.

Get dizzy

2006-05-29T12:48:00.000+04:00

Oh my God this is the second time I wrote this post, don't ask me why cause I don't want to go though this.

In fact I want to say that there is people still believe that Good things still alive and I don't agree with this because it is disappear from this Earth.

again and again and again problems follow me I try hard to defeat it but , what ever.

soon I might move to new job. Or might sign contract with this company who knows :D

Friends Wedding

2006-05-27T01:12:00.000+04:00

I donno what can I call this but each time I go to party, wedding or even some thing and a happy I end with a bad feeling and a tears.
every thing was ok, until they wedding almost end I went out and the feeling of sad and crying appear.
and the most thing let me wanna cry is my friends start dancing ( Dabkeh ) and singing ( Mawal ) and I get shocked of him. i cant do this not because im shy because i donno how ?!!...
I donno what should I say or how should I dance.
I can dance only in the middle not on the first and he was able to shining in his dance.
and I end up alone in car with my tears and songs.

My Birthday

2006-05-21T01:58:00.000+04:00

its my Birthday, and i was waiting for this moment to write again
long time didnt add any thing
tomorrow i will write some thing new

Phone Call

2006-05-09T09:53:00.000+04:00

Finally I get phone call from Qtel.
now I donno what should I do

should I leave the company here or should I stay
here many things are good

Salary, kind of work, and staff

Qtel the good thing is

long tearm job

new new

2006-04-25T16:48:00.000+04:00

It has been long time that I didn't post new subject the resone behind this I have nothing new,nothing to talk about, but now since I started working in tfcn company I have many things to say
Fisrt of all I have so much fun here.
Working as graphic designer.
I get payed per hour
I feel good
Will tell you what new later
Moreover I rent a car to be able to go work and go back home when I finish

أول حادث سيارة في تاريخ حياتي

2006-03-26T03:35:00.000+04:00

كنت حابب اكسر قاعدة الشباب ( لازم اعمل حادس بعد ما اخذ دفتر السواقة )
بس اليوم بالليل الساعة 12:00 تقريبا اللي بدي اياه ما صار ... التفاصيل تحت.
كنت بطريق البيت وعادتا لما برجع من شارع النصر بفوت ( بدخل ) من الطريق المختصرة ، بس هالمرة قلت خليني روح من شار السد وفوت ( بدخل ) على البيت من هنيك ( تلك الجهة )
المهم لما وصلت شارع السد كان في قدامي سيارة كبيرة محملة طابوق للبنى، وانا وراه ما حبيت اطلع عنه عشان لفت البيت قريبه، بعد شوي السيارة بتروح على الخط الثاني ، انا قلت شكله شافني ففتح لي الطريق ، كملت بطريقي ولما وصلت جنبه لقيته بلش يلف علي انا قلت بدوا ( يريد ان ) يرجع على الخط الاول وثواني وحسيت شغله فاتت بالسيارة من ورا ( خلف )، ولفت معي السيارة وخبط الدولاب الوراني بالرصيف ، فترك السيارة لحتى ما السياره هيديت ( خففت ) ودعست على البريكات ( الفرامل ) وقفت السيارة بنص الشارع.
طبعا كل هالشي صار باقل من دقيقه. ولما نزلت صرخت على الهندي اللي كان عم بسوق عشان ما عطا ( اعطا ) اشارة ولا اتطلع على المراياة واكتشف الزجاج اللي ورا انكسر كله، وفجاة واحد مصري طلع
وقال لي : الحمد الله على السلامه صار لك شي ،
قلت له : لا الحمد لله .
قال لي : على فكرة ان شفت الحادس والحمد لله انك كنت ما شي بشويش ( مش مسرع ) عشان لو مسرع شويه كانت السيارة انقلبت فيك وبصراحة انا خفت لا تنقلب وتتطلع على الرصيف اللي بين الشارعين.
قلت له : الحمد لله ، واصلا انا ما بسرع
المهم اتصلت بالشرطه واخوي
ولما وصلت الشرطة وشافوا الحادث طلبوا الوراق اللازمة، وعطاني وصل عشان ارجع بعد يومين اخذ ورقة تصليح السيارة.

وهلأ خليكم مع الصور

الحمـــــــــــــــــــار

2006-03-22T16:51:00.000+04:00

من الحمار ؟

كان يا مكان ........ غابة بها حمار وأسد وثعلب

الأسد - كالعادة - ملك الغابة وكان جائعاً وكان معه الثعلب الذي لا يفارقه في حاله وترحاله وكأنه رئيس وزرائه.

قال الأسد : يا ثعلب هات لي طعاماً وإلا اضطررت لأكلك!!

قال الثعلب: تأكلني لا لا ، الحمار موجود سأجرجره لك حتى تأكله.

قال الأسد : طيب ولا تتأخر علي .

ذهب الثعلب في زيارة مكوكية إلى الحمار

قال له: انتبه إن الأسد يبحث عن ملك آخر للغابة فاذهب معي حتى تتقرب منه علها تزبط

قال الحمار: هل أنت متأكد يا ثعلب؟

قال الثعلب: نعم

"وأخذ الحمار يفكر بالمنصب الذي ينتظره فرحاً بفرصة عمره وأخذ يبني شكل وهيئة

مملكته وحاشيته من الأحلام الوردية التي حلقت به في فضاء آخر".

طبعا وصل الحمار عند الأسد وقبل أن يتكلم قام الأسد وضربه على رأسه فقطع آذانه، ففر الحمار على الفور.

وهكذا فشلت خطة السلام الأولى!!

قال الأسد: يا ثعلب هات لي "الحمار" وإلا أكلتك ؟

قال الثعلب : سأحضره لك ولكن أرجو أن تقضي عليه بسرعة.

قال الأسد : أنا بانتظارك.

راح الثعلب للحمار مره ثانيه وقال له: صحيح انك حمار ولا تفهم، كيف تترك مجلس

ملك الغابة وتضيع على نفسك هذا المنصب، ألا تريد أن تصبح ملكاً؟!.

قال الحمار : العب غيرها يا ثعلب تضحك على وتقول أنه يريد أن ينصبني ملكا، وهو في الواقع يريد أكلى.

قال الثعلب : يا حمار، هذا غير صحيح هو حقاً يريد أن ينصبك ملكاً ولكن تمهل ولا تستعجل!!.

قال الحمار : إذن بماذا تفسر ضربته على رأسي، حتى طارت أذناي؟

قال الثعلب : أنت غشيم يا حمار، كيف ستتوج وكيف سيركب التاج على رأسك، كان يجب أن تطير أذناك حتى يركب التاج على رأسك يا حمار!!

قال الحمار : هه أع أع أع صدقت يا ثعلب، سأذهب معك إلى الأسد الطيب!!

رجع الحمار برفقة الثعلب إلى عرين الأسد مره ثانيه.

قال الحمار : أع أع أع يا أسد أنا آسف ، فلقد أسأت الظن بك!!

قال الأسد : بسيطة حصل خير.

قام الأسد من مكانه واقترب من الحمار ثم ضربه مرة ثانيه على مؤخرته فقطع ذيل الحمار، ففر الحمار مرة أخرى.

قال الثعلب : أتعبتني يا أسد!!!

قال الأسد "متذمراً" : هات لي الحمار وإلا أكلتك!!

قال الثعلب: حاضر يا ملك الغابة.

وهكذا تكون قد فشلت محاولة السلام الثانية.

رجع الثعلب للحمار وقال : ما مشكلتك يا حمار ؟.

قال الحمار: أنت كذاب وتضحك علي ، فقدت آذاني ثم فقدت ذيلي، وأنت لا زلت تقول يريد أن ينصبني ملكا، أنت نصاب يا ثعلب!!.

قال الثعلب : يا حمار شغل عقلك، قل لي بالله عليك كيف تجلس على كرسي الملك

"العرش" وذيلك من تحتك ؟

قال الحمار : لم أفكر في هذه ولم تخطر على بالي..!!

قال الثعلب : لهذا ارتأى الأسد ضرورة قطعه.

قال الحمار : أنت صادق يا ثعلب، أرجوك خذني عنده لأعتذر منه وحتى نرتب الأمور
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أخذ الثعلب الحمار معه إلى الأسد مرة ثالثة.

قال الحمار: أنا آسف يا أسد، ومستعد لكل الذي تطلبه مني.

قال الأسد : لا تهتم هذه مجرد اختلافات في وجهات النظر.

قام الأسد وافترس الحمار من رقبته والحمار يصيح "أين أضع التاج..أين أضع التاج..أين أضع التاج" وعند ذلك لفظ الحمار أنفاسه الأخيرة.

قال الأسد : يا ثعلب خذ اسلخ الحمار وأعطني المخ والرئة والكلى والكبد.

قال الثعلب : طيب

أكل الثعلب المخ ورجع ومعه الرئة والكلى والكبد .

قال الأسد : يا ثعلب أين المخ؟

قال الثعلب : يا ملك الغابة لم أجد له مخاً!!

قال الأسد : كيف ذلك ؟

قال الثعلب : لو كان للحمار مخ لم يرجع لك بعد قطع أذنيه وذيله

قال الأسد : صدقت يا ثعلب فأنت خير صديق .

وهكذا نجحت خطة السلام الثالثة.

الممثلون

الأسد : اليهود

الثعلب : أمريكا

الحمار: سأترك لكم اختياره فهم كثيرون
ولا نستطيع أن نحدد شخصا واحدا .

أخ.. الش.م...الشغل

2006-03-21T12:34:00.000+04:00

بصراحة مش عارف شو بدي اعمل بهالشغل
ما بدي احكي واتفلسف كتير بس انو
ما بحب حدا يقول انو انا غلطان
ويكون الغلط مني بس بسبب واحد
بما معنى انو انا عم ساعد واحد فاستلمت نص شغله
فبما ان انا جديد مفروض كل شي ارجع له
فطبعا الحبيب دائما مشغول ما فيني شوفوا الا قليل
ولما يفوت على المكتب ولا كاني موجود
ولما بسالوا على شغله بقول بكره بنعملها مع بعض
او بطنش وما برد واخر الشي بتوقع على راسي
اي ... ... هالشغله
المشكلة ان هالمجال اللي عم بشتغل فيه اول مره بشتغل فيه
بس حبيته فحابب كمل وبنفس الوقت
مش عارف شو اعمل مع ... ... اللي معي بالشغل
يالله ، الله كريـــــــــــم

Big Boss Manager

2006-03-13T19:28:00.001+04:00

I believe that it is the right time to talk about what I have been hiding for 3 weeks.
3 weeks ago I started working a company , this company I have been dreaming in working with them because of what I saw of its work before when I make training there.
this dream come true suddenly I even don't know how I started working, every thing run quickly.
first time I attend it was boring day cause I have to wait tell every thing is prepared for me and wait tell I know what should I do and how should I do it.
second day was outside in conference in Sheraton Hotel from 9:00 till 5:00 and back to office and there was a meeting ( Pipe-Line ) I was wondering what is this and what managers are talking about till the GM stopped the meeting for a while and start explain to me every thing. And the Big Manager start again talking with his employee and start explain and discuss his ideas and his point of view
here I was shocked because I never see manager like him before
he is gentle and have a smile
he also have very strong point of view in every thing and even he can talk with you and open disquisition just to make you understand some thing and let you believe in it or let him believe in your point
he is very kind person
and today he talked to me and he put me under his arm like one of his children and asked me what happened with this and this ......
don't ask me what was my feeling in that moment.
I really wish if I can one day let him know about my feeling, my embracing am I about him.

Secret

2006-03-11T19:33:00.000+04:00

Long time ago i didn't write any thing in my blog and all because keep some thing secret from friends ...
i dont want any one know that until i become sure of what i'm doing.
i hope i can make it and catch what i want.
till that time i can't say any thing about it.
take care
bye