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Sat was a bad day for me cause it's exam day :s and I hate exams any way , get up early and went to university . Study more there with friends and enter the exam didn't know how to solve Q 2 I leave it empty.
Went back to Home at 5:30 a friend call me and told me there is a books store in " Beial " do u like to go and see ? I said yes sure , so we went there and I likes the books most of them but I saw part for UAE , Jordan , Syria and Sudia Arbia I went to UAE part I saw many books and in one corner there is a BIG Flag " Lebanon Flag " and other one " UAE Flag " and in the middle a Big Book all papers are empty , u can write what you felt about Zaid Dead " Ta3azek " so I wrote and wrote and wrote at the end I write my name and finished when I go back to pre paper I saw who wrotes all from Ministry of Advi and .... Etc , I felt that if I can cut my paper cause there is no place for small people :p any how before I went out I bought 2 CD's and went back home :D... But I wish I can buy all books there cause all full of information .

WOW , it were really very nice days , rains never stopped and feeling cold I like this weather specially when I sit drink " Argeleh " at balkon with music in my stereo
wearing thick clothes and the flames or " Fa7am " under me , WOW very sexy watching the rain fall .
But also I hate it cause when there is thunder I can't open internet :(.
Try this if u can , and then tell me your feeling

Crazy day I really can call it like that cause I went to my university to attend my classes and wait until my classes starts at 12:30 pm ,
At 12:15 I went to talked my friends who are taking the same course there I discover that my classes finished because its Wednesday not Monday not like what I thought :s , I thought it's Monday cause usually the week starts on Monday and we were on vacation ... hehehe
First time happened to me
Did that happened to you too ?

Hello again ,,, long time I didn't write in my blog . But now I can write all what happened with me in past few days.

Yesterday my neighbor have small party and they asked me to borrow them my stereo I said ok but when I took the stereo back , I think to hear a song so when I powered on and press play button I couldn't hear any thing .

Few moments ...
then I knew that speakers not working any more.
what can I do now I can't hear any music , songs . :(
now I have to buy new speakers


Really some times I shouldn't borrow people any thing I have .

Five days spent alone at home , my computer not work , something wrong happend and then i couldn't open it and work on it , really it was very bad long days
i want to cry , and also i try so many times to fix it .
at the end i access to my pc format it and then install full Ver of Windows XP ,i thanks God

Imagine you are flying above clouds looking at people in earth sharing all that with your lover.
Imagine that you are sitting with your lover in a big cloud, how would be the life with her/him.
Love not only word and not only feelings it's some thing bigger than explanation.
So why don't we try to see what " LOVE " means to you ?
About me Love means: life, world, peace, and storm.
Life: Your rewords change, your way to communicate, even your way to walk, and also let feel that you are in the place where you wish to be.
World: life is nothing without a lover when you had lover the whole world change in your eyes.
Peace: makes life full of peace.
Storm: Feel that you are in a big storm; don't want to go out of it.
What about you guys, what does Love mean to you?
God Blessed You

2 days ago me and my friends (( Mr. "W" and Mr. "B" )) went out at night to spent the night out side home, in a place we often go there to drinks hot drinks and maybe some thing else, we spent all the night there before we leave we have to order the bell, we surprised that all prices become double than we know, after we left we thanks God that we have extra money.
So we deiced to never return to that coffee shop at all.

It's good to deal with people how you like people to deal with you and this is my way in life, but some times you saw people who don't deserve to talk with them " Like one guy I know he is really have nothing to live I wish if I can kill him cause even I always talk to him and ask him if he want any thing or need any thing, more over when I saw him angry I ask him if I can help him and why you are angry.
At the end of all what I did to him I discover that I shouldn't do any thing good to him even saying " Hello ", today I saw him and I want to see if he is going to say hello, but like always HE NEVER CARE ABOUT OTHER just like himself, while I'm talking to a friend he said " hello " to my friend and didn't care about who is talking to him so I said " there is some one else standing here , he look back at me and said so what I don't care and many thing else . Here I wish to kill that guy and really make me angry.
I didn't reply cause if I will reply I will make some thing very big and might kill him :p
Should I do some thing else and go and talk to him face to face or just ignore him ?

It's great to have dinner with friends but not greater than have dinner with family... today I have class from 5:30 to 7:00 pm in this time u can't have dinner at home cause the dinner in " Ramadan Month " at 5:00 pm , so I went to university at 4:00 pm and I arrived at 4:30 pm anyway I saw many friends there " University " so most of them are going to have the dinner at university's cafeteria so I had it with them .
While sitting at table having dinner I thought if I can have the dinner with family.
Oh where is my family to have dinner with them I miss that table full of people
"Father, Mother, Sister and Brothers ".
Some times you wish to get back to your family , but maybe you can't ( in case of my situation I'm studying in another country and my family lives in another country I can't have the dinner with them ) But I still have small family " I mean Friends and uncles ".

Every one of us has great and bad memories. Some times when I'm sitting alone with a flam of candle in darkness and with a slow music playing in my CD Player I go back in time and recall my past ,,, and sit and thought how was it and what I did in that position and other one and "why" ?.. what would happened if i didn't do what I did , if I can change the past what will happened .
Many things, i wish if I can change it.
Maybe some thing would change and I can feel better. "maybe I can sit next to who i wish to sit next to her"
Don't thing I'm weak or I'm trying to say that to makes you interested in my soul, don't misunderstand me.
But @ the end I wish to get back my past and change it.

What about you, what is that thing that you like to change it?

The Laserpod is the modern-day equivalent of the lava lamp. It utilizes lasers to produce random lighting effects. Its attractive design and attractive light effects may make this one of the hottest gadgets for this holiday season. It has already been very popular in Japan, and is just starting to show up in the US.
and it cost 108$

click to here Saddam sing

This song is by saddam , in english hope u like it :P very nice
In fact is't not saddam who is singing , he is some one else
Enjoy it

Today I invited from my uncle to have dinner with him I couldn't say no , even I wish cause I don't know him very well and this is the first time I will eat something in his house usually I don't go to his home just in " Eid " .in fact the dinner was great even I didn't eat cause I felt shy to eat in front of him and his family . Many things on table I wish I can eat , then I stand up and say " Bel –Afra7 " :D .
Then we talk and talk , he told me about his life , work , family , I like his story , then he went to pray , his children came and talk to me and told me about there adventure in school " sure mixed with a lot of lying " :S then he came back and we eat sweet and drink 7up and he show me an old cups his grand mother gave it to him and told him this cups her father or her grand father gave it to her in her wedding , I saw the cups really interesting and looks great but very thin maybe u can eat peace of it while you are drinking any thing . Then I must go because I don't like to stay too much.
Really the dinner was great and every thing but many things must be change to be in touch with him :s and don't ask me why " ? "

Have you ever havea friend like that...
One of my best friends have no one to go out with him and have only two guys , one of them " ME " ...

You can't tell him i can't , you can't tell him i don't like , don't want .
Always u have to say ok " Yalla "
But if u do some thing always ,i mean today, tomorrow, after tomorrow , u get sick of this thing u want to change it and that is what is happeing with me , i can't change it and can't tell him " plz lets change what we do ? " and also i can't tell him sorry my friend i wont talk to u any more because
first i don't do that.
second two guys in Lebanon know him and he know them " me , and Mr.W " also my friend " and he is almost lonely , specialy he is not Lebanese , he is from " Iraq "
But what can i do i don't like to go out and do the same thing for month or maybe more
----------------------------Can u help me--------------------------------

Get a call " Do u have something to do , if no come and let us play card " ?
i said ok i'm comign , we were three guys waiting for the last guy " W " he told us i'm coming aftere 30 minutes , so we wait him and wait and wait " what the f "
we get bored so we play game only three can play it , and spent the night talking and playing we really have gr8 time but we want to kill that guy Mr. W

@ 6 am morning we leave each other cause we have university classes at 8:00 am and today night we are going to meet again to play card hope we can play all of us " 4 "

All people like many thing , but not all people get what they like . I'm one of people who try to get what he like , first it was very hard , but i get help from my cousin and really i would like to stop here and thank him alot .

Magic : I'm in Love with magic and i really coudn't know any thing about it , but my cousin help me alot .
Hack : it's also very nice stuff to learn and tell know i don't know very much in Hack but maybe one day i'll do many thing .
These are the most things i like , what about you ? do u like Magic or hack , or u intersted in some thing else ?

Today @ University

Eng. Issam Maarouf

was invited us (( Cisco Student )) to the Cisco meeting

in BCU Auditorium.

, in fact it was great Mrs Nevine El Kadi came , she is the Area Acadmy Manager , North Africa & Levant .
Eng. Issam Maarouf was there and he started introducing her to us and then she talk and tell us more about her , and she talks about Cisco Acadmy news and She asked us to tell her our problems .

then Mr Issam Maarouf talk about his Student and tell her what is happend with his student and let the student tell he is story.

---------A Guy Story-----------
Hello
I'm .... , i work in " " in router's room , when any problem occur they call for a profitional from Canada or other country and it cost alot about 18000$ just for one or two days , so when this problem occur i try to slove it because i study little about cisco but didn't finish it yet , and i slove it , then they call the guy and tell him " ok u don't have to come because we slove the problem "
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then Eng. Issam tell her and there is another one , he always talks about me in good and he look at me " here i couldn't say no i wont talk " so i stand up and talk and talk and talk.
what i talk about is , Ministry Of Finance , they want me to work with them because i have CCNA from Cisco :P

finaly the meeting finished we took Pics All Cisco Student with " Area Manager " Nevine El Kadi

and then she gave us he card with her phones and e-mail

but at the end what Cisco student will get from all these stuff " ? " are they going to find a good Job with a Good Salary " ? "

in fact this was my main problem and i think all students problems and really one guy stand up and ask her why Cisco Acadmy don't find to there students Jobs ?

She reply we are working on this and i hope we can finish it in the end of the next month , we are going to build a web site , there all student CV's attach and a big company will be responsible for finding Jobs
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Who knows what is going next " ? "
Am i going to find a job ?

برحيل الشيخ زايد بن سلطان آل نهيان رئيس الإمارات العربية المتحدة عن عمر ناهز السادسة والثمانين أسدل الستار على حياة قائد عربي سعى منذ تسلمه السلطة للم الشمل العربي وخصوصا في منطقة الخليج.

كلل الشيخ زايد جهوده هذه بإعلان قيام اتحاد بين إمارات أبو ظبي ودبي وعجمان والفجيرة والشارقة وأم القوين ورأس الخيمة عام 1972. كما لعب دورا هاما في تشكيل مجلس التعاون الخليجي الذي بدأ عمله رسميا في أبو ظبي عام 1981.

ومنذ نشأة دولة الإمارات العربية المتحدة عمل الشيخ زايد على الاستفادة من عائدات النفط لتمويل المشاريع التنموية في أنحاء البلاد وازداد خلال فترة حكمه العمران والتقدم في كافة المجالات في الدولة.


نشأته
ولد الشيخ زايد في أبو ظبي عام 1918 وكان أصغر إخوته الأربعة الذكور وسمي باسم جده الأكبر الشيخ زايد بن خليفة آل نهيان، الذي كانت فترة حكمه أطول فترة في تاريخ إمارة أبو ظبي ،حيث حكمها بين عامي 1855 و1909.

بعد وفاة والده الشيخ سلطان عام 1927، وتولي شقيقه الأكبر الشيخ شخبوط الحكم انتقل الشيخ زايد إلى واحة العين، التي تبعد حوالي 160 كم عن أبو ظبي حيث قضى فيها فترة شبابه و تلقى تعليمه الديني.

كانت الإمارات السبع آنذاك تحت النفوذ البريطاني منذ عام 1820، وكانت أبو ظبي آنذاك فقيرة وكان اقتصادها يعتمد على صيد السمك واللؤلؤ.

وفي بداية ثلاثينيات القرن الماضي حضرت أولى شركات التنقيب عن النفط وعين الشيخ زايد حينها مرشدا لهذه الفرق في صحراء الإمارات. عين بعد ذلك حاكما للعين عام 1946 ثم في عام 1953.

وعند اكتشاف النفط في أبو ظبي عام 1958 بدأت الظروف الاقتصادية تتحسن وافتتح أول حقل بحري (أم شيف) لإنتاج النفط عام 1962 وتلاه حقل آخر بري في (باب).

فترة حكمه
في 9 أغسطس/آب عام 1966 أصبح الشيخ زايد حاكما لإمارة أبو ظبي بعد تنازل شقيقه الشيخ شخبوط عن الحكم له.

بعد تقلده الحكم، أنشأ الشيخ زايد هيكلا لحكومة رسمية وطور بها إدارات لأداء مهام خاصة، وأعطى أولوية لبناء المرافق السكنية والمدارس والخدمات الصحية وإنشأ مطارا وميناء بحريا وشق الطرق وبنى جسرا يربط أبو ظبي بالبر الرئيسي.

كما أنفقت الموارد المالية على زراعة الأشجار في العين وتحويل أبو ظبي إلى مدينة خضراء.

عندما أعلنت بريطانيا عزمها على إنهاء وجودها العسكري في الخليج في يناير/كانون الثاني 1968، كان الشيخ زايد أول من دعا إلى الوحدة.

وأدرك حينها أنه لكي تزدهر إمارة أبو ظبي، فلابد من تعاون القبائل المجاورة، لذا كانت أول خطوة يقوم بها هي إنهاء النزاعات الحدودية مع إمارة دبي، حيث انتهى الأمر بتوقيع اتفاقية في 27 فبراير/شباط عام 1968 بتشكيل اتحاد من تسع إمارات (أبو ظبي، عجمان، دبي، الفجيرة، رأس الخيمة، الشارقة، أم القوين، قطر، البحرين).

لكن الاتفاقية لم تر النور وتعرقلت كثيرا وحاول الشيخ زايد لمدة ثلاث سنوات إصلاح ذات البين دون فائدة، حيث سعت قطر والبحرين للاستقلال الكامل كما رفضت رأس الخيمة الانضمام للاتحاد.

وفي الثاني من ديسمبر/كانون الأول عام 1971 تكون اتحاد من ست إمارات (أبو ظبي، عجمان، دبي، الفجيرة، الشارقة، أم القوين) وعرف باسم الإمارات العربية المتحدة.

وانتخب الشيخ زايد رئيسا للاتحاد والشيخ راشد آل مكتوم نائبا للرئيس. وقد انضمت رأس الخيمة بعد فترة وجيزة إلى الاتحاد الذي أعلن رسميا في 11 فبراير/شباط عام 1972.

ظل الشيخ زايد رئيسا لدولة الإمارات طوال هذه المدة، وازدهرت الدولة في عهده إلى حد كبير. حيث زاد عدد السكان من 250000 عام 1971 إلى حوالي 3.3 ملايين نسمة عام 2001 وازداد معه العمران والتقدم في كافة المجالات.

سياسته الخارجية
كان الشيخ زايد دائم التأكيد على حل مشكلة الجزر الإماراتية التي احتلتها إيران من خلال الطرق السلمية، بالمفاوضات المباشرة أو التحكيم الدولي.

وقبيل الاحتلال الأميركي للعراق في أبريل/ نيسان عام 2003 كان الشيخ زايد قد تقدم باقتراح إلى قمة جامعة الدول العربية التي انعقدت في شرم الشيخ، يقضي بتخلي الرئيس صدام حسين عن السلطة وخروجه آمنا مع عائلته خارج العراق.

ولم يجد هذا الاقتراح طريقه إلى جدول أعمال القمة وأثار سخط الجانب العراقي ولقي ردود فعل متفاوتة في الساحة العربية.

تدهورت صحة الشيخ زايد في السنوات الأخيرة وتوالت رحلاته العلاجية إلى الولايات المتحدة. وأجريت له عملية جراحية بالعمود الفقري عام 1996 وأخرى لزرع كلية عام 2000 تكللتا بالنجاح.

My University starts 3 weeks ago and today was the second day of the 4th week ,
i didn't attend to my classes before , because i was working as trainer in Minstry Of Finance , and i finished .

Now i have no resone to not attend and also i have to because this is my last semester in university (( hope fully ))
i went to my university and enter the first class which is O.S means Operating Systems ,
in the class i saw all people " Girls and Guys " holding there books and reading " i wonder ? ? " .

I ask them " Hey guys what's wrong , why r u studying ? " , they told me " Nothing , we just have a drop quize " .

WOW , that was gr8 , i know nothing about the Course i don't have the notes (( nothing )) , so i go out throug the door , directly to Elevator , to Ground Floor , and then to Home .


What will u do if u r in my case ?

Well i don't use to write and all people can read i just used to write in my Small book and i'm the only one who can read it cause i hide it away from all people :D.

any way who ever read my words i hope , and i hope to try to understand what i mean cause i don't like to write like i'm telling story or telling what happend to some one .

any way what i'm trying to tell u is i write in my own way .

lets go back to my subject ...

well it was a nice day started good nothing strange , nothing make me feel bad.
at night while i was on my way to my home i saw some one from our building dirving very fast like a crzy don't know why , i know that guy and i know him very well , he really make me feel strange about him, and really he was very close to an accident but thank God .

any way i like to tell what happend cause really it's strange when u saw a guy or gilr not in his/her usual mood or lets say not like u used to see her/him . " ? "