When Getting Lonely

i become one of the key people for some projects, and yes my words makes a different, BUT so far every thing is moving smoothly, no problem and my BOSS is happy.

couples of days later they brought new HOS, and put it above me so i will be no more reported to the old BOSS.
and here where the problems started...


after me and my new BOSS understand each other and become aware of each one's needs and realize that we sharing the same mentality and goals, our relationship become more stronger, and the achievements gets bigger and bigger, BUT my old BOSS become i donno if i can call it " jealous " from the bigger achievements and the good relationship with the new BOSS.

AND day after day the the more i am bringing more achievements the more my old BOSS taking action against me to stop me from reaching the top, know more people, and finally he desired to move me from the section.

so at the end i tell myself it is not worthy and healthy to work in such environment. and start looking for a new job.


and before i end this there is lots of things in between, like refuse my shifting application to better position and better grade, never motivate me, and did not promote me regardless of the achievements i made

P2/2

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YES i do always dream to reach what i am now, i give all what i know and learned more to keep myself going forward. i push alot and lost alot, gave lots from my time, my happiness, i gave it all without asking for reward or any thing in return.

i never liked what i am doing but i let myself like it to be better and become unique in where i am, and thanks God i reach and gain success, become the RIGHT man in the RIGHT place.

i still remember the first AMAZING achievement and success, i still remember the fear that was killing me from inside, the fear of failure in front of Executive Director and other Managers, Head of sections & Account Managers. i was the smallest person between them comparing to years of experience, position, post, grade and even age. dam how was my feeling, how much preparation i took ( 3 months ) just to make it work and never fail, and finally i got amazing results from the presentation which was my first.

and then i moved forward to other meetings, arrangements, communication and yes i did an amazing jump and different to the place i am in, and i never stopped, always have new things new suggestions and ideas.

and that leads to meet new people, new positions, start handling more and more responsibilities some of them i should not BUT i took it cause i know from deep inside me and from experience that no one will do it as perfect as i do ; not because i want to say that, because i am the best person who know what i am doing and how to do this since i am in direct communication of my job.


suddenly i become focal point and many many people contact me and i start to be involved in lots of manner, start taking my own decisions and actions.

and NEVER STOPPED

to be continue... p1/2

Labels: Life Exp.