When Getting Lonely

My day starts at 8:00 am i went to the company wait my adviser after a while he came. and we do some works in office and then read , send and reply some mails ( jobs mails ) then we went to "Aspire" to replace Cisco pix Firewall in there network..

so we study there network and understand the desgin and then we configure the firewall and after that we install it in the server room to check it it work correctly .

we work 6 hours in that room trying to solve one problem , we try and try but nothing occure and nothing come on sicne so we keep trying but the worker there were talking and talking and talking doing nothing than talking .bla bla bla

at the end we solve it and left that huge and peace building and wishing to work inside it and i'll try to apply my cv there

take care

i think that we all need to have a break ... with cup of tea
just to think and remember our past time
from time to time we need this " time out " .
about me i prefer to spend this time in \lebanon with my cousin and friends in any cafe or mountian or any place just be with people i like and they like me
"J"

take care

bye

Hello all guys i miss you too much but what can i do i have to stay here in Qatar " live here with my family " and start my life " Job life " any way tomorrow i'm going to apply my cv to many companies hopefully i can find i good job and today night i'm going to apply my cv to " new horaizon " wich my luck and take care i'll be always thinking of you take care bye

I went to MDS company to ask if I can make training so they told me ok you can come and train with our stuff , and then the manager told me about the company and told me with which guy I'm going to be ... My first day was bad cause I wait my advisor long time but when he came I went out with him to QNB which is ( Qatar National Bank ) we entered Servers room it was huge and contain lots of server's and computers and also ACs so the weather inside was very cold but I felt happy cause it's my first time I entered such this room so the guy told me what he is doing and what type of data he used to take from the servers and why and what he is doing with these data.
it was great time and I like that guy even I felt he might not like me but afternoon when I went again to that company he let me change my mind I hope I can spend great time with useful information.
but always I thought in my mind am I going to stay here in Qatar or I will go back to Lebanon??

Hello again ...

I miss you too much I miss the time with you

any way today I went to Clinic to check if I can work there until I can find a good job and good salary ...
so i met the GM which means " General Manager " and we spent great time drinking Cup of coffee and at the end he told me that he should think cause i told him that i'm not working for a long time.


what about you guys what did u do today

Oh by the way samer " DON'T MISS TOMORROW " ok I will be watching you just hold any thing strange "color and shape" and throw it up to sky many times when the camera man turns his cemra on you :D

take care

I have to leave Lebanon, I had to leave every thing I love it there, and every single place, the weather, my building and every person I saw her/him one day even if I pass by him/her in my way.

12-3-2005 Lebanon 1:35 pm I called Geryas Taxi to pick me up to airport, there they won’t let me take my hand bag without paying or at least remove things from it.
So I had to pickup my cassettes out of it and there weight was 4 K anyway then I enter the plane after 1 hour going inside and outside, and in plane I ate “Hamour” Fish it was great.

I don’t know what is the time that I’m going to spend it here, I don’t know if I’m going to go back to Lebanon “ even I wish that and I’ll try so hard “.

The first night was full of talking with family ((brothers, sister, father and mother and my uncle)), but when the went I stay alone in my room lonely thinking about every thing in Lebanon ((Oh… I miss Lebanon)) even I do nothing there.
But some times we thought that we can feel better when we finish some thing but not every thing we wish and try all our best to get out of it would be great chose, some times staying in pain or suffering would be best than any thing else.

Dear friends even we didn’t spent lots of time together but REALLY I miss you all, I miss “ R “ so much, I miss the way to live, the way that I used to act with people there and I miss playing “ping pong “.

What can I say more? Take care and I’ll try to come back soon.

i have nothing to say just want to thanks every one...
and i would like to give my thanks to my home country Lebanon cause it teach me many thing

I think most Lebanese people feeling sad because they lost their man,
The man that who tries very hard to rebuild Lebanon country and who don't have specific religion, this man always was help all people Muslims and Christian