When Getting Lonely

Fist meeting, in the job was on Thursday it sound great but the first question thought about it , do this meeting will draw the lines and make different in the work .
The meeting starts at 6:30 in the evening and end at 9:30 we talked about almost every thing.
I just hope that we walk throw the door to reach our goals.
I can’t wait to come to Lebanon I don’t know I just start hate Qatar don’t know why maybe because I have memories there.

Today is my Birthday no one call me BUT yesterday my cosine call me and ask me to go for lunch today so I told her ok and I went but I didn't expect that she was preparing a surprise for me while we was sitting on the table the music STOPPED and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY song played in high volume and a A great cake came with the waiter I was really shocked but it was very very nice I'll leave you with PIC
Oh by the way I forgot to tell you that I got a msg from my friend yesterday night
and now I just got a msg from my friend from Lebanon Mr.W













Take Care

Start Feeling boring from every thing , Life cycle here same nothing change , working , sleeping and eating no more no less . have no time to do any thing and also u can't find good salary with good position even if u have good Degree
they just look at your Exp. and the min is 5 years " WHAT THE FUCK "
i donno what should i do , i just doing what i have to do
Finish the work and some time The BOSS :@ want me to finish Flash work in two days and if he can he will let me finish it in one day " maybe one hour :p
i want to change every thing in my life , i wish if i can go back to Lebanon and start looking for job there , i donno why i feel that i will find good one there not here in Qatar............
Soon i'm gonna start the fight with my boss cause he wont listen , or send hima a msg on the wings of an angle ;)
yalla maybe soon i might find good job " better than this " or they listen to what iam saying.

Be Ready guys i'm coming soooooooooooon

bye

Sat. i slept late cause i was working in new project ,
Sun. morning i got msg from BOSS it was about not go to work at morning .
afternoon he call me to be ready to come and take me to office, when we arrived to the office he let me sign on " Rec. paper " i don' know how it written in English any way he gave me my FIRST SALARY in my Life.
i felt happy , you know it is the first salary in my life even its less than what i really deserve but its new company and it need time to give big salaries or at least give worker what they really deserve ,
but its gr8 feeling when you feel that you get money from your work and no more taking money from parents and now i can think about doing any thing i want to do :P

Friday its OFF day for all companies even that i went to company cause i have to finished projects for tomorrow and my BOSS want to chack if every thing is ok

after i finished i went out with my friends had dinner and then we were planing to go to watch movie but the movie not included yesterday ,

So we went to Grande CAFE

and have fun and this is the Pic

and then here is a pic for my friend's car

he paid 15,000 QR just to change that doors are open

bye

I got up early even i slept too late, i start working in my new project which is devided into 3 parts , Logo , Web Desgin , Interface ..
i Start working with Interface cause its much easyer to create it for me , but it took around 5 hours .
tomorrow i will work in Web desgin i hope i get what i want , see my imagination on screen .

at night i went to City Center Even my boss talked to me and told me that i will call you at night to see you " i don't know why but i knew that he wont call and that is what happend " any way i used on these words ..

then i went to walk near beach the weather was Gr8 and there were many people there , walking , talking , drinking , some children Playing .

Get back home to take some rest to complete my work

Wish me Best
And Leave comments :@

Bye

Finally I get Laptop…
Wish me Luck

I donno what that means …
Yesterday was good day, woke up morning feeling good, I opened the laptop to complete the project for OMNIX cause tomorrow we will submit the work which will be Demo version for them to take “ ok “ or “ no “ we don’t want from OMNIX company so I hope they accept it cause I really work hard and try to make it the best animation for company , even I felt that the BOSS don’t like the work , for many reasons but I don’t care cause I know my work and the hours spent to complete it, One of these rezones is he didn’t did any thing when I show him the final work, just he keep silence without any reaction without any words.

Any way … I wish OMNIX take the project to put it in the first Level of Finishing, tomorrow morning “as BOSS words” we are going to OMNIX to give them the work,

Tonight The BOSS told me that he want to go to STARBUCKS café and ask me if I want to join him, so I said it’s ok with me lets go but before you go just give me phone call, so I wait and wait and wait with no call and my friends call me to go out with them, I told them that I’m waiting a phone call from my BOSS cause we have business meeting, so they told me it’s ok will go out another day, and so on one and another call me I don’t know why but every one I told him the same words and he reply ok will meet another day.
At the end I felt bad I hate these promises and sit waiting for a call so I called him and I asked him if he want to go or know to know what should I do, so he told me ok do what ever you want I will call you when I finished, so I didn’t went cause I know when I went he will call me and in that moment I can’t say to my friends sorry I have to leave.

The hours passed and the minutes and I’m waiting.

And now I’m write these words in Al-Khayam café but the thing that I didn’t expect it is when I entered here they waiter told me where have you been your BOSS was here with all guys I told him ok I know but I wasn’t able to come, but when I sit I though why he didn’t told me why didn’t he canceled the meeting “simple is that“… is that because the problem that happened before with his friends?
Is there any thing else?

I donno why but I really want to know why and if he didn’t told me because of the problem happened before why he told me that he want to go to STARBUCKS café for meeting and why he asked me to go with him?

I really start to hate this work I heard too many thing while I was in Office I heard that he will download Complete Flash Template and will edit it for a project.

If that is true then why I’m working in his company. Why I’m working as graphic design and Network even network we worked just one project and will be more soon.

I donno what to do? Is that feeling is normal? Should I leave this company?
?
I hope I can read your comments because I really need advice, if u are any one jus leave ur comments…

Thanks