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When Getting Lonely

Thing Come Up When Getting Lonely At Home , At Street , Every Where ....

 

Original Roots

The joy of searching for your original roots cant be explained,i started this journey few days ago because i get to the point where i felt that i know nothing about my family, where i am originally from, my roots and finally where is the rest of my family.
lots of questions with no answers ?
i kept asking my parents, and uncles with no hope to reach the information that i am looking for, finally decided to took this challenge and start finding the missing parts of the puzzle.
Friends asked why? what are the benefits of this?
maybe to any other people this is not an important info since you know who are your parents and uncles BUT if this is your case haven't you ever questioned yourself where are my other half of the family? where is the part that you have no info about it? Is my parents have uncles ? and where are they ? if yes then i believe we are on the same road!.
Today i just realized that i am not what where i used to believe i am from!! originally i am from other part of the earth. even different language. ( What a shock ) yes i have been told that there are some roots that are from other countries but never came into my mind that my original roots would be from other country.


The roots maybe is like this :
Grand grand grand grand father came from other country and lived here and because of his job he have been named with the our family name and then when they started with the ID thing every body knows him with the new family name and here where the truth started fading out, and because of the War the new people with this family name did not bother themselves to discover and bring at least the complete truth and keep it with them.

again this is what i came to know so far some info still not 100% true because need to confirm it with not only one old man which i am afraid that he might mixed out something.

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انا مقتول

ابحث عن نفسي لعلي اجدها
ابحث ثم ابحث فلا اجد اي دليل
فياتي صمتي فيقتل ظلام ما بداخلي
فاعود ابحث لعلي اجد شيء من ماضيي العزيز
لكن لا شيء ... ذهبت الي كبير العائله ذهبت الى مختار الحي ... ذهبت هنا وهناك فوجدت لا شيء
اقول دائما لنفسي ان الامل موجود لكننا لا نراه فهل لي من احد يساعدني على رؤياه ؟
فرغم كل المحاولات لم ابصر نورا خافت في اخر نفق الجمود
لما هذا الصمت القاتل واللامبالاة
اين كنتم يا عائلتي اين اضعتم تاج العائله
لما لا اجد عندكم اي كلمة تبث فيني الروح
كلمة تبصرني فاجد فيها بداية رحلة المجهول
فابدا البحث من جديد عن تلك الشجرة التي تحمل مع كل ورقة اسم بروز بالياقوت
اسم تتبعه " العشي " فارسما واصورها ومن ثم اعلقها على جدران البيوت
فهل لي بذاك الامل الذي يصرخ في وجهي دائما
" انا مقتول "
هل لي بامل يجدني فيرشدني في اي شجرة اسمي موجود

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