When Getting Lonely

YES i do always dream to reach what i am now, i give all what i know and learned more to keep myself going forward. i push alot and lost alot, gave lots from my time, my happiness, i gave it all without asking for reward or any thing in return.

i never liked what i am doing but i let myself like it to be better and become unique in where i am, and thanks God i reach and gain success, become the RIGHT man in the RIGHT place.

i still remember the first AMAZING achievement and success, i still remember the fear that was killing me from inside, the fear of failure in front of Executive Director and other Managers, Head of sections & Account Managers. i was the smallest person between them comparing to years of experience, position, post, grade and even age. dam how was my feeling, how much preparation i took ( 3 months ) just to make it work and never fail, and finally i got amazing results from the presentation which was my first.

and then i moved forward to other meetings, arrangements, communication and yes i did an amazing jump and different to the place i am in, and i never stopped, always have new things new suggestions and ideas.

and that leads to meet new people, new positions, start handling more and more responsibilities some of them i should not BUT i took it cause i know from deep inside me and from experience that no one will do it as perfect as i do ; not because i want to say that, because i am the best person who know what i am doing and how to do this since i am in direct communication of my job.


suddenly i become focal point and many many people contact me and i start to be involved in lots of manner, start taking my own decisions and actions.

and NEVER STOPPED

to be continue... p1/2

Labels: Life Exp.